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farewell or not?

2009-07-28T08:51:00.002+08:00

temporarily taking a break. given up on blogger and moving to somewhere else. :)

till then...

2009-06-30T22:09:00.004+08:00

那天在重看羅志祥以前的mv時，竟在《自我催眠》mv裏看到了這段挺有意義的話。

“你是真的快樂? 還是害怕承認，以爲這樣痛會少一點，所以催眠了自己，選擇看不見。以爲這樣，快樂就不會不見。”

你會爲了讓自己和身邊關心你的人快樂，而催眠自己，告訴自己一切只是虛幻？

2009-06-28T02:33:00.003+08:00

going to post the song lyrics of the songs that are currently in love with but 不知道爲什麽，全都是悲傷的歌曲! 哈哈......

1. 單身潛逃 (2006年9月)
詞曲：戴佩妮編曲：吳慶隆
歌手：戴佩妮

口白：我想　我累了
因為　你不夠堅強

我沒有你想像中那麼堅強
我只是擅長用微笑去偽裝不是嗎
我沒有你形容的那麼勇敢
我偶爾也會慌
我也和你一樣
曾經年少輕狂
受了一點傷
我們都是一樣
相信永遠不遠
但堅持卻有點難

就讓記憶中的愛慢慢燒
燒痛了我們就逃
帶著現實的銬
摺疊我剩餘的微笑
通往沒有你的軌道

就讓記憶中的你慢慢老
老去了誰也得不到
帶著我的祈禱
摺疊我累積的問號
開始一次的單身潛逃
aHa……aodaodaodao

2. 失戀無罪 (2006年02月)
作詞：林夕作曲：劉勇志編曲：馮文甫
歌手：黃麗玲 (A-Lin)

你說我對你緊緊跟隨你覺得疲憊
你一句話就逼我撤退
沒想到你說最近選擇一個人睡
我忍住眼淚我尊重眼淚

孤獨萬歲失戀無罪!
誰保證一覺醒來有人陪
我對於人性早有預備還不算太黑
獨身萬歲失戀無罪!
愛不夠愛你的人才受罪
用過去悲傷換來自由難道不珍貴
一個人崩潰不是在犯罪

你說我對你緊緊跟隨你覺得疲憊
你一句話就逼我撤退
沒想到你說最近選擇一個人睡
我忍住眼淚我尊重眼淚

孤獨萬歲失戀無罪!
誰保證一覺醒來有人陪
我對於人性早有預備還不算太黑
獨身萬歲失戀無罪!
愛不夠愛你的人才受罪
用過去悲傷換來自由難道不珍貴
一個人崩潰不是在犯罪
一個人崩潰並不是在犯罪

孤獨萬歲失戀無罪!
誰保證一覺醒來有人陪
我對於人性早有預備還不算太黑
獨身萬歲失戀無罪!
愛不夠愛你的人才受罪
用過去悲傷換來自由難道不珍貴
一個人崩潰不是在犯罪
一個人崩潰不是在犯罪

***所有歌詞轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網***

無標題.....

2009-06-27T22:47:00.005+08:00

終于有機會可以上來寫文章了.......這兩個星期都一直都覺得自己好像有好多事情要做，卻又好像沒做到什麽，時間又這樣匆匆溜走了.... 老覺得自己這兩個星期一直都是在外頭走動，然後回到家，就呼呼大睡，要不就是坐在電腦前看影片。很無聊吧！哈哈....

連續在一個星期内去了兩個截然不同的燒烤會，感覺相對來説也都不一樣。第一場的燒烤會原意是為友人zy慶生，結果是她的生日大家都有爲她慶祝了，但都弄得全身濕! (當然是除了我以外...*竊笑*) 雖然如此，但能肯定的，大家都玩得很開心！ :D

第二場的燒烤會是班上同學主辦的。雖然相對於和我上次去的燒烤會有些許的差別，尤其是它的食物煮熟的速度(我必須承認這點是令我有點不耐煩的地方，因爲哪有人會在等食物被煮熟的時候，無聊地拿著叉子敲打著空氣的呢?)，但是畢竟這是我們班的第一次聚會(大型的)，加上有老師的"蒞臨"，所以我還覺得還行啦！美中不足的是除了剛才所說的煮食物的速度，就是房間！令我非常驚訝的並不是房間的大小，因爲我曾經到過那裏，所以對那裏的一切我還算了解，可是我到現在還是很納悶，爲什麽他們不直接租下兩閒房間呢？這樣大家就可以好好睡個覺嘛..... :))

題外話: 小鬼黃鴻升快要發他的個人首張迷你專輯了！小鬼的迷你專輯[不屑]將在7月17日正式發行！(新加坡于7月21日發行!) 大家要支持哦~~~ :) *好想去預購~~~~* :P

題外話no.2: 時間一眨眼就過了半年! 接下來，再過不久就是咱們羅主任-羅志祥的生日了! 時光真是飛逝不留人啊~~~~~

I apologise for writing in chinese becoz suddenly have the urge of doing that....... ;DD

2009-06-18T23:55:00.005+08:00

Yeah! Finally got time to blog liao... *grins*

Two weeks of holidays have just begun and guess what? It's almost packed!!!!! Hahahas.... Just had GPO project meeting today and tomorrow will be attending JH's SNCO POP... Next week, it will be packed!!!!

Went to watch with movie peishi and co on Friday. Title was called "Drag Me To Hell". The movie was quite ok, the story line is kinda quite u-can-expect-what-happen-next that type... But the sound effects and the gross-ness of some scenes were the ones which can make you 嚇到. Yeah, so i was like literally sitting down there watching the movie with about 80% of the screen being block by my hand... ;P Won't actually describe much those scenes... You really have to watch the movie to 亲身感受.... Hehes....

這才發覺我都已經快半年没看戲了。。。。

more updates then......... ;))

rants

2009-05-18T21:05:00.002+08:00

Already into the 5th week le, still like not totally(?) adjusted to the poly life.... Walao... School life is not as relaxing as what you ppl might think, I tell you!!! My lessons can begin as early as 8am and end as late as 6pm!!! Then after that, still got cca or whatsoever rubbish... By the time, all these stuff ends, it will be late at night.... Haiz... Relaxing meh???

5th week liao.... 3 more weeks to the common tests week... Jialat, I still like cannot cope with some of the modules lor... The terms used by the lecturers in GPO, OANP and GANP are like never-heard-before ones.... Dunno what this formula, that theory; this fissure, that fossa, and all those chim chim words in the used in the lectures, how am I suppose to catch up???? Though CBIO and MATH are the only modules which have conducted quiz/class tests, and they are the only 2 which I can cope well, I still have ONE more test - GPO - coming!!!! (no class tests for OANP and GANP, also dunno why...) Haiz... Die lah, alot of formulae and terminology and theory must understand and i still like blur blur like that.... Aiyo, how to pass this module??? I dun want to retake this module leh.... :(

ANNOUNCEMENT.

2009-05-14T22:30:00.003+08:00

FROM NOW ON, I SHALL BE BLOGGING ON A MORE IRREGULAR BASIS THAN NOW BECAUSE CURRENTLY, MY POLY COURSE TIMETABLE IS PACKED WITH LESSONS FROM AS EARLY AS 8AM TO AS LATE AS 6PM. THEREFORE, THERE WOULDN'T BE MUCH TIME FOR ME RAMBLE ON WHAT I DID DAYS AGO OR WHATSOEVER.

yeah, that's all I have to say. :))

NICE!

2009-03-02T14:08:00.004+08:00

最近听到了一首不错的歌，听完了后又不知不觉地感性了起来。歌词是这样的：

【亡命之徒】

演唱+ 作詞+ 作曲+ 編曲+ 製作: 縱貫線SUPER BAND

聽我說　我原來有個夢　跟你高飛遠走　跟你一起走到白頭

但是我　擁有化為烏有　忘記我們承諾　忘記曾經愛你愛的那麼濃

我不能帶你走　我犯了大錯　必須一個人走　必須扛下所有罪過

必須離開熟悉的街口　請你不要忘記我　這夜裡有小雨飄在空中

當我扣板機的瞬間靈魂早已賣給魔鬼　

可笑的是　我好想求主幫我贖回　贖回我那一丁點的尊嚴

想起媽媽的臉　對不起這幾年　是否有機會再見你一面

媽媽我犯了錯　你會原諒我嗎?　我已經踏上了末路

別人眼中的亡命之徒　哪裡還有我的藏身處?

我的兄弟　離我遠去我還傻呼呼的相信道義

所謂的人性莫非要用血和淚來換取教訓　不想再混下去

想說幹完這一票就不再撩下去想著想著我的眼淚就流不停

出發啦不要問那路在哪? 迎風向前是唯一的方法

出發啦不想問那路在哪? 運命哎呀什麼關卡?

當車聲隆隆夢開始陣痛　它捲起了風重新雕塑每個面孔

夜霧那麼濃開闊也洶湧　有一種預感路的終點是迷宮

喂　小子我想我大概明白你的意思　那些發生在你身上的

曾經以不同的面貌　也在我生命裡出現過好幾次

對此　我並無更高明的解釋只是覺得今天說不定是個合適的日子

我們就各自用舒服的姿勢用擅長的方式給人生我們的

不管是一種告解還是一份答辯詞　人再有本事也難抵抗命運的不仁慈

這道理再簡單不過接不接受是另外一回事　真愛並非不來　

它只是被無預警的惡意的延遲　

不要讓某個女人做的蠢事變成你自己與自己的爭執

為什麼　該有的都有還是覺得不夠　天呀該不會是貪心的念頭

為什麼　拼了命地工作拼了命地追夢到頭來原地沒有動過

為什麼　萬里晴空下的面孔庸庸碌碌不開心地鎖著眉頭要向誰哭訴

為什麼　想去看場電影該死的颱風偏偏選在每一個的週末

為什麼　這個世界上就是有人窮得發瘋有人富有把鈔票當作了枕頭

為什麼　新聞裡鼻酸故事只為了偷麵包給媽媽充飢的小偷

為什麼　一百個為什麼變成一千個一萬個十萬個為什麼

為什麼　我想破頭寫不出個鳥　唸唸唸　我為了什麼　

我們都不必在意未來的樣子

像是精神病患寫的詩? 或是煙花綻放的節日?

隨它去吧我們都只活一次　呼吸呼吸呼吸　呼一切曳然而止

真理在荒謬被證實以前　都只是暗室裡的裝飾

只有當眼前亮起來了以後　才有機會彰顯它的價值　不是誰能決定的

該漫遊還是衝刺　我們都在海裡　我覺得我們像沙子

你說的亡命之徒　是不是大概就是這個意思?

出發啦不要問那路在哪?　迎風向前是唯一的方法

(亡命之徒可會全力以赴是不是窮途末路有沒有藏身之處)

出發啦不想問那路在哪?　運命哎啊什麼關卡?

(亡命之徒逃亡要全力以赴喘息在窮途末路給我個藏身之處)

當車聲隆隆夢開始陣痛　它捲起了風重新雕塑每個面孔

(亡命之徒可會全力以赴是不是窮途末路有沒有藏身之處)

夜霧那麼濃開闊也洶湧　有一種預感路的終點是迷宮

(亡命之徒逃亡要全力以赴喘息在窮途末路給我個藏身之處)

Drums／張震嶽

Acoustic Guitar／李宗盛

Electric Guitars／周華健、張震嶽

Electric Piano／羅大佑

和聲／縱貫線

錄音／胡恩立、于泊、吳蒙惠

錄音室／擺渡人 (台北) 、敬業 (北京) 、音色 (台北)

混音師／高承郁 (Ko Seun Wook)

混音助理錄音師／宣永 (Sun Young)

混音錄音室／Beat Studio (韓國)

update

2009-03-02T12:18:00.008+08:00

Many many things have happen since I last blogged, hence I shall briefly list them out here: (see if I can remember! :D)

-->261208: 小猪's latest album is out!! :) I am going to wait for the 改版 one then buy!!! :) [27022009: since I cannot tahan liao, I bought the latest [撑腰相挺庆功2CD版]! OMG, how am I going to tell my parents that I want to go to his 签唱会???]

-->050109: went out with weilin to watch movie- Ponyo On the Cliff By The Sea. The movie was nice and it was quite funny that even when the movie is showing the credits, no one in the theatre was leaving! They were all sitting down and continue to watch until the whole thing is over. I find it quite weird actually.

-->070109: 4E5 CLASS CHATLET!!!! 那感觉尽在不言中, seriously. Most of the e5 people came along so it was kind of like our 大团圆? A pity that some (including me) have to leave earlier, if not maybe more fun??? Random ones:

-->080109-100109: Poly open house. Nothing much to say except tiring!!! :/Some pics:

-->120109: Release of O lvl results... Nothing to say, effort put in = improvement in most subjects. :D Was relatively satisfied with my results, but unhappy with it at the same time... 也许我不是读书的料??? Maybe, maybe.....

-->150109 onwards till 090209: WORK WORK WORK!!! Very tiring!!!

-->current situation: slack and became so bored that all my emotions had became too depressed/ emo liao...
Kind of not anticipating to start school, coz it sounds like a nightmare from all the orientation camps and those admin stuff!!!! :/

Last note: *Should I go to 小猪's签唱会 or not???*

YEAH!!!

2008-12-12T13:12:00.003+08:00

叮叮叮!! 羅主任的新歌<箇中强手>mv出炉囖!!! :D
请看.....

思考。

2008-12-02T12:31:00.002+08:00

触动心弦，
是因为你又和我联络了。

没有别的意思，从你昨晚对我发出的那一封简讯，我看出你依然还保留着我的电话号码，虽说我已不想再和你保持联络，并且也把你的电话号码删除了，可它还是依然在我心中泛起阵阵的涟漪。想知道你为何又在此时出现在我的生命呢？是出于关心，还是纯属无所事事？

飞散的记忆，好像又被寻回了。
回忆消逝了，能再回来吗？

graduation day 08

2008-11-14T20:34:00.015+08:00

Okays.... After more than a month of hiatus, blogging again!!!! (grins)
Here are the photos taken before and on graduation day.....
P/S: Photos are not in any order. =)

随笔. 随想.

2008-10-11T19:56:00.002+08:00

来临的星期一就是我们的毕业典礼了, 心里有万分的舍不得... 我舍不得离开和我并肩作战两年的同学; 舍不得那些曾给予我欢笑和泪水的朋友们; 更舍不得放下我对这里一切的感情... 我好担心自己会克制不了自己的情绪并在当天掉泪; 更担心自己会哭得稀里哗啦, 还触景伤情....

我真的不想这样的事情发生, 也希望它不要发生在我的身上... 但, 一向来都会感情用事的我, 能够真的克制主自己的泪水吗?

120908

2008-09-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

One week has just past, and this is one of the weeks when the days are going way too fast for me man.... No seriously, after all that last minute revision or mugging everyday, I now then realised that today is Friday. Already.

!!!

One week has already 悄悄地 past, with the days to our graduation day and the first paper for the o lvls exams are coming closer and closer.... *shivers* and I still like bo-chap like that.....*a little panic liao* wonder how long will I take to wake up from my lalaland?

Hais, really wonder how I would fare for the exams when the papers are going to be returned next week.... Chem paper is a killer, amaths paper 1 and emaths paper 2 quite ok, biology papers are quite ok, shld be able to pass.... physics paper was do-able and emaths paper 1 was a total screwed-up..... :/ Heard that someone from the HCL class failed the paper but was unable to find out who was the fella when I saw mdm tan today... =.='' Hope that it wasnt me..... :)

A note to you:
Please stop reminding us that you are still a father, personally, even though you are still a father in name, but somehow or rather, some/most of your acts doesnt seemed to be what a father would do. I dont mean to accuse that you went to _____________________ (obsence subject to mention), but by bringing your kids to some coffeeshop and to be introduced to some of your 'pervertic' friends does not seem to be one of the fatherly-acts. Then without realising that your daughter is having her exams right at this very crucial period of time, you still have the cheek to ask her if she is able to make it to go to some lame bbq fest with these 'perverts'? Hello, why are you doing this in the absence of mum? Have you actually considered her feelings? I mean, by bringing us to that coffeeshop and get to know some of your 狐朋狗友, you are trying to imply that the number of times that you bring your kids out is way more than that of mum. Is this some kind of competition or what? And I am still amazed that you can still argue that it is no offence to come home late at night, being drunk and smelly, on the account that "is your friends who have invited you along" and that you need some relaxation or whatsoever. Who cares about this, why cant you just sit down and have a nice chat with your wife? I can see that she's not very happy with you and she's been putting up with all your nonsense all along... Oh yes, by the way, I happened to read a section of biology textbook which was talking about emphysema, where persistant and violent coughing breaks the partition walls between the air sacs, and i thought all those violent coughings that took place almost every nights could be the signs of this disease. I hope this would only be my imaginations and not the truth to be told... Since I know that you would not be reading this, maybe I should end this note/rant here...

another random one

2008-09-02T14:54:00.003+08:00

Currently love these songs.... Seriously!!!! Have been humming these songs whenever I feel like...

>>Jordin Sparks - Tattoo

Hey... hey... hey... hey... Ohhh... Ohhh Ohhh

No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
Keep my hand in the fire,
Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed the truth is a
Stranger soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free to...
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not bout taking sides
When I looked in the mirror,
It didn't deliver, it hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I got to be strong and leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you

If I live every moment,
Won't change any moment,
There's still a part of me in u
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.
Oooh...

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo I'll always have you
I'll always have you
I'll always have you

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken no need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're in my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo
I'll Always have you...

>>Melee - Built To Last

I've looked for love in stranger places,

But never found someone like you.

Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,

And now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.

It warms the inside just like it should,

But most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.

So why didn't we believe it too?

Whoa yeah, now look where you are.

You're in my heart now.

And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.

It warms the inside just like it should,

But most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight

You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.

It warms the inside just like it should,

But most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,

Considered the best when we've felt the worst

And most of all it's built to last.

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2008-09-01T10:54:00.005+08:00

coming back here to keep the blog from dying, here are some updates! ;)

=> 29.08.08 :

The school had their teachers' day celebration. Partially becoz our prelims have already started (if you count the languages and the ss paper), i didn't have the mood in watching the concert. Also, the concert was kind of like pretty unplanned coz i could see the councillor commitee running here and there.... Anyway, we saw our class video being played and it was like, wow, we were the only class to be so 'speshow' to form out the letterings!! Hahahas.... Due to lack of prepareness (probably), the concert had ended around 11am and by this time, i was getting more and more restless le....

Then went back to pcps with xinyu and huiming. *sorry weilin for not waiting for you!! I shld have been more patient then. :P* Saw the usual 6A gang who would always go back to pcps whenever have any occasion, yep, the HCI boys, the NYGH girls, the RGS girls and some Cedarians, the usual, very 'on' group..... the surprise thing was practically every boys who went to other schools had grown taller but the boys who went to beatty seemed to be dwalves when they were standing beside them, like my brother who claimed that he was the shortest as he stood with the boys of his class, and wee keat whom yan yao had commented he's the shortest... ****No offence people!!!!!!!****

Then being bored, me and weilin went up to the 3rd floor to watch the concert... and guess what we found outside the toilets nearest to the hall? Murals were being drawn!!! However, becoz the area there was dimly lit, I almost had a difficult time in locating the doors leading to the toilet... :P and this was seen outside the toilet....

then we went to watch the concert.... being KPO at times huh..... went on taking photos of the concert.... -.-'''

saw the heritage loft kind of 变了模样, decided to take a photo of it.... so BL right??? -.-'''

then walked down the steps with the 九九乘法 being painted on it...

to the bookshop, and saw how much the school has invested in trying to educate the students to be 爱校... with this pe-shirt key chain cum notepad thingy......was lucky to be graduated before this kind of things start to come out in the book shop... =)

=> 07.08.08
Cross country that day.... was late to arrive at the bishan park becoz weilin had overslept.... then went to eat lunch with the rest of class and ms siti at pizza hut... a bit guity la becoz ms siti had offered to pay the costs... random photo taken!!!!! coz a bit of 'on purpose' de..... tee hee....

long long post le, more stories then.... ;)

update

2008-07-29T19:21:00.004+08:00

very very quick update.....

monday (210708): went to 牛奶's 校园演唱会 at nyp. It was fun and of course, 牛奶's cute!!!! 牛奶 shall be my next idol soon!!!! OMG..... wonder if he is able to 媲美小猪, because he has the slick dance moves just like 小猪!!! =D Anyway, the concert was wonderful!!!! If nyp going to give away 小猪's 校园 tickets, i want one!!!!!! YEAH... I am bonkers about him people... :) If you thinking me putting pics on the concert, then sorry folks, I totally forgotten to bring the camera that day so didnt actually got the opportunity to take pics, but nevermind, i got his poster, will be putting the pic of the poster the next time... :D

UPDATED:
- the poster!

2008-07-03T20:22:00.005+08:00

This is serious. I know you were saying that you were joking when you said that out, and I understand that “言者无心，听者有意”that meaning, but I feel that this is not working out. SERIOUSLY. Almost everyone here knows that you have a steady, and ever since I get to know all about this or even way before I know this, I thought you have changed in certain ways... And I have to emphasis that: YOU HAVE REALLY CHANGED... Though you may think that you are still in your usual self, but through my eyes, you are not in your self ANYMORE. 你变心了变得好快啊! Let me use one of 小猪's statements to tell you how I feel these feel days... What I mean by 变心 is that I thought that there is something between us which I cant go over it... Yeah, you will understand it if you know what I mean.....

Back to what I was trying to say about the "言者无心，听者有意" part, I remembered that I was trying to 撮合 you two to spend more quality time with each other by saying that me and yl not going to Sentosa, then you said that what I have said then had a hidden, WHICH IS TOTALLY NOT TRUE. Even though I sometimes talk with some hidden messages, but when I talk to two or more people and there's hidden messages in my spoken words, I am trying to protect the person I'm referring, 好让那个人会自知之明... I knew that I was not saying anything with hidden messages, BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SAY THAT I GOT HIDDEN MESSAGES WHEN I SAY THAT??? The most 荒唐 thing that is that you ask me to find one (bf) since you already have one, and some of our classmates already have one. ARE YOU TRYING TO INFER THAT I AM JEALOUS OF YOU??? Oh, puh-lease!!!! This is not funny..... You are trying to say that I'm jealous of you having one while I dont even have, right????

Just cant continue anymore..... Too emo now.

原来这就叫做"喜欢"

2008-06-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

原来这就叫做"喜欢":

当你因为他入围奖项时,而激动地叫了起来时；
当你因为他所主演地戏剧即将要上档时，而兴奋地尖叫起来时；
当你从电台听到他唱的歌曲被播放出来时，而兴奋地在一旁尖叫并同时跟着一起唱时；
当你一想起他做的一些趣事而情不自禁地笑了出来时；

你会发现你已深深地喜欢上他，并已到了无法自拔的得阶段，我想这就是"喜欢"。

只因我就是这样的喜欢着他。:D

random.

2008-06-09T19:49:00.005+08:00

"人生最过瘾的
就是因为它有很多转角
有的转角很惊险
有的转角又充满惊喜
是惊喜还是惊险
不走过去
当然就不知道下一个转角
你会遇到什麽
因此我喜欢转角"

　　　　　　~秦朗《转角*遇到爱》

"问题是一开始不应该说谎啦
说了一个谎
你就必须要说另一个谎
来圆第一个谎
这道理你没听过吗?"

　　　　　　~秦郎《转角*遇到爱》

Sorry people, currently addicted this drama now. =p
Re-watching the dama: 10 more to go....
小猪 and 大S are so funny!!!!!!!
小鬼 is cute!!!!!

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2008-05-15T22:40:00.002+08:00

Gotten almost all of the papers back..... Half expected that would flunk some of them so not much of 心理准备in preparing to receive the papers....

Lets see if I did really put in effort in improve my grades.....

Chem: yes, but still wasnt up to standard coz some key points wasnt in my answer script.... X( Still room for improvement though ms Lim said there's some some effort put in.... ^^ *section B of paper 2 have not gotten back so not much to say....*
Bio: a big NO. Did not well study the topics from excretion to the reproduction in plants.... So ya lah, fail paper 2 badly coz some questions in paper 2 were based on these topics... -.- If not for the MCQ, maybe will fail Bio for the first time.... :P
Physics: yes and no. The revision tests that were put in place were quite effective in pushing me to read through the notes again and again, but then in the case the MY exam, still not being able to perform up to standard for whatever reason, and causing me to JUST PASS the paper... HAIZ..... -.-
Languages: nothing to say coz no effort was being put in.... *dunnid to study mah!!! Yah, that mindset.*
Humans: All the last minute mugging does not result in the the marks I receive, coz at the end of the day, nothing gets into your brain and yeah I flunked Geog and SS也没好到哪里...
Maths (for both E and A): Yes. Most of the concentrated revision were done here and still up the standard, I should say... The A maths paper 2 was still killer for all of us and kind of pull down the overall for me.... >.<

Holidays up next and there's not much time for us to slack.... Jia yous to everyone.....

so random

2008-04-29T00:09:00.003+08:00

This really surprises me a lot... 張栋梁 can really dance!!! Argh..... But then the dance a bit like JJ leh..... *Opps*

Evidence:

*apologies for blogging now..... I'm suppose to be mugging for my SS paper and now i'm watching videos..... :P*

爱就像是排行榜　你是新歌屡次夺冠　爱就算没有宣传　我会天天全面播放
爱得很疯狂　爱就像新歌非同凡响　爱得很风光　乐评歌迷都会很欣赏
爱得很壮观　爱像新歌万人大合唱　爱得很勇敢　让我新歌试唱到天亮

RANDOM

2008-04-24T01:32:00.003+08:00

I was told that the blog neh update for a long periood time, so come here to clean away the dust.... :) All the random stuff will be put here!

Random 1:
I still feel guilty about this even this happened like, one week ago? To be exact, is 6 days ago, the annual awards day. School was dismissed at 1030, but some of the HCL people including me were involved in the chinese essay competition, so my rest time was being cut down..... -.- This nice and wonderful junior, who happen to be of the same CCA as me, wanted to went home after the competition. But then i purposely go and ask her to stay back and wait for weilin (the e4 one).... So, she was very bored while waiting, we started to talk lor.... Weilin handed up her piece like around 15 mins later after the competition ended and we walked out of the school.... What really happened next was from the account of what i heard from weilin later that day when we were walking at tp central to buy presents.... This lovable junior described our relationship, as in me and this particular junior, as sisters. I was a bit shock when i knew this, but what was more shocking is, she then went on elaborating i was very 疼 her and treated her well.... I felt so guilty the moment i knew this!!! Yes, even though i had really 疼 her, but i also teach her BAD stuff leh!!!! Like describing that guy (yep, the you-know-who) which happened like weeks ago and also to ignore him when he asks her any questions.... (Did I, did I not? Cant remember...) Then, the next time when we talk about him, she would use the words as a label of him..... For example, " you know that ___ ar, he today come ask 'what's your name?' behind me leh!!!" *Then she would tell you that she had the similar encounter the previous week... :[ *

Summing up, she was praising me behind my back.... Aiyo, I had been like 对她有一点不好, and she still can praise me???!!!! 难道.... So I had been reminded to 对她好一点 the next time i see her... :D

Random 2:
Class bonding on monday. Ms siti wasnt here to share the fun we had, which was a bit 遗憾, but nevertheless the fun still carried on.... Monica brought sushi to class, which was soooooooooo DELICIOUS. Some of the other classmates went on bringing the junk food and drinks to class, which was really nice of them..... :) We spent the whole MM period on eating.... Then, some of us still even went to extent of chasing each other around the class, which seemed childish to happen to a sec4 class..... Then we also had an eating competition, which featured nelly and ivan... And nelly was the winner of the competition... Yeahs.... Took class photos then , and it was chaotic... but it was fun! :D 期待还会有类似这样的活动的到来。:))

Random 3:
I screwed up my oral on Tuesday.. I was stammering and making all the unnecessary pauses between sentences.... Haiz.... 辜负了老师的期望.... :(

无话可说。full stop.

More random-ness later.

short update...

2008-03-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

E-learning these few days... A lot of homework to be done.... Haiz.... :( A maths, E maths, then English, and now here comes Bio, Chem, Physics, SS and Geog!!!!!! Better stop blogging now before i cannot finish my work...

By the way,
-Shermaine: I love the present!!! Thank you so much.... :] 本来有很多话想说，但却全都说不出口。请多见谅。:D

Found this on the net..... Its very hiliarious!!!!!

that's all... :]

monday-blues huh?

2008-03-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

Stop saying I have mis-assumptions about u. Yes, and i really MEAN IT. Just because you told others about your mum in hospital and not to one whom you THINK who UNDERSTANDS and CARES you the most, DOESN'T mean that she KNOWS everything. And FYI, I just received my serviced phone with all your misinterpretations messages JUST NOW.

I shall RE-POST the sms-es you sent below. 看官们，这就凭你们的直觉来判断吧！

"Once again, ur doing assumption, Y u wana sat tt im kia su when u dont even know the whole thing? Why? its so hurtful of u telling lies abt me-lyin and assuming abt me being kiasu. Its like wtf. My mum is in hospital, so I gota rush there n c her, n u? Down there assuming tt im a kiasu." - 270208 15.47.52

"Huiyi, sry i got so w0rked up c0z it c0ncerns my h0spitalise mum.U will understand de h0r." -270208 19.15.39

"I alr expected ur reactions 2day, n im right! Hahas. Gues wat? Other ppl like huiming, shena, n many others, n even indri n him, al ask y i in a hury 2 go hm aft chi clas. They even ask h0w waz my mum n h0pe tt she get wel so0n. But u? U d0n even bother 2 ask. I t0t ur my gd fren hu understand me the most.L0oks like im wr0ng.Even th0sse hu i t0t w0n b0ther 2 ask, asked. N 2 my surprise, i t0t th0se hu understand n cared abt me, dfid nt even ask. Nt only tt,u even av0id me.Wat is this? U had let me d0wn n ur reacti0n like this wil let me think tt ur scared 2 t0k 2 me c0z u n0e ur in the wr0ng. But b4 i confirm it, i wan 2 tel me urself. I d0n wana make stupid assumption like u." -280208 23.38.39

Clarifications needed for the above messages: Once again, you are also making your own assumptions again. When did you told me about YOUR MUM IN HOSPITAL????? Just because I didn't ask, that DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T BOTHER TO ASK. I just 心软 and let you rush off for your appointment and this is what you mis-assumed!! Just because none of us would want to tell each other our problems, and this is the **** we have land ourselves onto!!! How would expect me to know that your mum is hospitalized when you JUST SIMPLY TOLD ME THROUGH SMS???? Can't you just simply tell me face-to-face?

One more thing you have misinterpret long ago- that is "understanding". Yes, I will understand, but to my own extent. I have my own limit, its not that i will understand everything, FYI. If you think that i have let you down in one way or another, THEN SO BE IT, 我们有缘来世再相见。

One more thing not for you, but for everyone else: I'm not emo for the sake of emo-ing, but I have my own reasons. OKAY????? Especially to you ms toothpaste.

1st post.

2008-01-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Peepo!!!! *Isn't it abit late liao? Apologies to you, peepo.*

First post of the year.... Basically nothing to write, everyday is like 度日如年for us sec 4s??? Long school days until 3pm, with LSP is until 4.... :/ Then reassessments for those who can't make it and dropping of subjects for others. Sigh.....

心理测验 part 2

2007-12-18T14:10:00.000+08:00

心理测验: 測測你的溫度

1.先把數字分為兩類，熱：1.3.5.7.9 冷：2.4.6.8.0

2.再看你的出生年，月，日是屬于“熱”還是“冷”。具體方法是把年，月，日的尾數取出。例：如1982年4月21日出生的話，1982的尾數為2，“冷”，4月為“冷”，21日尾數是1，為“熱”。

3.根據結果將三個屬性組合起來得到“冷，冷，熱”，然后從下面的找出你的屬性。

a.烈火型－－－“熱，熱，熱”
b.艷陽性－－－“熱，熱，冷”
c.暖風型－－－“熱，冷，熱”
d.溫水型－－－“熱，冷，冷”
e.冰山型－－－“冷，冷，冷”
f.寒流型－－－“冷，冷，熱”
g.冰箱型－－－“冷，熱，冷”
h.涼水型－－－“冷，熱，熱”

結果:

a.烈火型

　　性格：天生活力沖天，對朋友常常過分熱情。而且對剛剛認識的人也能講出許多秘密和心事，這份熱情不是人人都受得了的，不知道什么時候就會惹來反感。

事業：對工組全心投入，但常會”有工作沒同事“把周圍的人得罪了自己還不知道。

愛情：就算有了另一半，仍會和異性朋友講心事，弄得醋味一片。

金錢：熱心助人慷慨解囊，但好心不是總有好報。

b.艷陽性

　　性格：由于該類型的情感熱度適中，如溫暖的陽光，晒得別人暖洋洋。不會象烈火型那樣隨時會灼傷無辜人，所以別人很樂意和她做朋友。不過有時也會失控.
一旦情緒過分高漲，難免會在語言上得罪人。

事業：熱心工作，會體諒別人的感受，因此和同事相處融洽。

愛情：熱情和浪漫兼備，使得另一半對他死心塌地。

金錢：廣結人緣，別人有好處往往會留他一份，自然財源廣進。

c.暖風型

性格：情感熱度沒有烈火型和艷陽性那么高，但人如其名，吹得別人如沐春風，往往不知不覺就對他產生好感。此外，暖風型性格豁達，不會為小事而固執己見，而這一份瀟洒正是其吸引異性的地方。

事業：性格和順，不作固執要求，于是錯過不少提升的機會。

愛情：視人人都如兄弟姐妹，錯過不少姻緣。

金錢：用錢該花則花，不會有萬貫家產，也不會有一屁股的債。

d.溫水型

　　性格：暖水性熱度最低，待人處事也象一杯溫水，平淡乏味。不過，是老實好人一個，責任心強。肯吃苦又踏實，給人一份安全感。朋友未必多，但如果和他做了朋友，通常都是一輩子的那一類。

事業：不會去爭好處，又不懂投機取巧，不但難以升遷，還可能被人玩弄。

愛情：成熟者才欣賞平凡人的優點，所以年紀越大，異性緣約好。

金錢：過于老實，吃虧往往不出聲。

e.冰山型

　　性格：冰山型有如一座冰山拒人于千里之外，旁人望而止步。對人冷若冰霜，對感情的需求卻相當大，而且凡事以自己味第一考慮，獨占欲非常強，不論是人是物，如果被他看中，一天得不到手一天不罷休。

事業：性格夠冷靜，臨危不亂，是做大事的人才。

愛情：這座冰山就算愛上別人都不會主動，注定要做天煞孤星。

金錢：膽大心細又冷靜，買大開大買小開小，財運非常不俗。

f.寒流型

性格：寒流型恰恰和暖風型相反，和他一塊象置身于寒冬，常要接受他的冷言冷語，防寒措施少一點都不行。寒流型思想成熟會照顧人，可惜感情太過嚴肅，不會享受生活樂趣，加上為人現實，考慮太多，缺少浪漫感覺。

事業：做大事太多顧慮，猶豫不決，使事業裹足不前。

愛情：不會輕易踏足情場，戀愛會找個冷靜型的情人。

金錢：凡事精打細算，能省則省，但有時反而會因小失大。

g.冰箱型

性格：在“冷靜型”人當中，冰箱型可謂最有協調型，因為性格雖冷，但情感度可以調整。對人冷到甚麼程度，完全是因人而異的。如果對方面目可憎，言語無味，他立刻會冷得跟“冰山型”一樣。不過，假如對方和他很合拍，轉身又會變成“涼水型”。

事業：本身細心冷靜，又具協調型，事業發展不錯。

愛情：為人偏冷，異性緣始終一般。

金錢：對錢的興趣不大，認為是身外之物，夠用即可。

h.涼水型

性格：是“冷靜型”中最名不副實的一位，雖有cool的外表，但虛有其表，內心其實尚有幾分熱情。當涼水型遇上那幾款“熱情型”時，很易受對方熱情的影響，一杯涼水隨時可能會被煮成開水或水蒸氣。

愛情：外表冷酷，但戀愛時有幾分浪漫激情，難怪異性緣不俗。

金錢：沒甚麼偏財運，少碰風險大的投資，最好是把錢存進銀行收利息。

心理测验 part 1

2007-12-18T13:46:00.000+08:00

心理测验: 測測你的名字裏所蘊含的意義

占卜方法：

1．寫出自己的名字(不包括姓氏)，再寫出每個字的筆劃。

2．算出所有字的總筆劃，在對照圖表中的數字找出你所屬的類型。

(例)孝天
7劃+4劃=11劃
在圖表中找出所屬的類型是水型

分析：

陽型(1、10、19、28、37、46、55、64)
如陽光般明媚的你，精力充沛，這也正是你個性中閃閃發亮的地方。你很愛花俏的東西，個性也很鮮明，並總會涌現各種很希奇古怪的點子。但是，對於你所喜歡的事物，就得採取行動契而不捨地追求，所以你的才能之花很快就會開放的。

水型(2、11、20、29、38、47、56、65)
屬於水型的你是一個喜歡給予並很會製造氣氛的人，和你在一起的人通常會有一種被溫柔所包圍的感覺。而且你很有做家務的天分，是一個難得的很賢惠、很溫柔的人。如果在家政方面好好加油的話，一定可以獲得成功的(此類人俗稱家庭主婦型)。

空型(3、12、21、30、39、48、57、66)
你全身都散發著中性的魅力，即使你是一個女孩子，從言行舉止來看，也完全分辨不出來，這也是你的個性所在。同時你也是一個很有才華的人，但有時也很麻煩，因為你根本沒有耐性。當然，你在運動方面的才華是與眾不同的，如果好好發揮的話，一定會有突破。

木型(4、13、22、31、40、49、58、67)
屬於木型的你是一個無論做什麼事情都十分認真的人。而且基本上不會有什麼脾氣，性格很穩定。在理財方面也很有自己的一套，是一個天生的理財專家。你對金錢有一種獨特的敏感度，所以你最好還是培養與金錢有關的才華。

風型(5、14、23、32、41、50、59、68 )
你如同風一樣自由。你的腦子動的很快，頭腦．．．活，所以有很多表現才華的機會。擁有這樣個性的你，如果想要讓別人更加了解你的話，最好能把自己的意見多跟人家交流。同時，你是一個會講話的人，也擁有經商的細胞，將來向這方面發展的話一定會成功。

花型(6、15、24、33、42、51、60、69)
你如同花一樣漂亮，而且是一個很愛打扮的人，看見好看的東西就會情不自禁想要研究。你的個性很獨特。另外，你對美有很強的判斷力跟辨別力，因為你喜歡接觸各種各樣關於美的東西，所以將來可以試著往這方面發展。

月型(7、16、25、34、43、52、61、70)
你是那種渾身都充滿神秘色彩的人，就如同天上的月亮一般會呈現出多種姿態。你的性格很與眾不同，最引人注目的是你的妖艷的表情及時髦的裝扮。另外，你有特殊的才能，如果往占卜或超常現象方面發展的話，說不定會成為有名的人噢~

地型(8、17、26、35、44、53、62、71)
屬於地型的你，有著勇敢面對現實的精神，無論在怎樣的困難面前都不會退縮，擁有這樣個性的你給大家的印像是無論做什麼事都很認真。另外，你還很有領導才能，將來如果往這方面發展的話，一定會有成就的，所以就從現在開始努力吧！

火型(9、18、27、36、45、54、63、72)
你就如同火一樣是一個充滿熱情的人，你擁有一顆不原輸各誒任何人的火熱的心。這樣的你是一個對事物很容易產生感情的人，但重要的是找準一個目標，也就是找你最感興趣的事去做。另外，你是一個在藝術方面很有才華的人，無論是繪畫還是寫作，你都能咋顯獨特的個人才華

****似乎有点不准嘞!!!! 我哪很會製造氣氛???? 我"很有做家務的天分，是一個難得的很賢惠、很溫柔的人。此類人俗稱家庭主婦型" 未免也太夸张了吧???? 难道以后... :-s****

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2007-12-11T15:09:00.000+08:00

Yes... Not working hard for results but blogging now..... Typical work attitude of a slacker???? Must be de! :D

Went to Malaysia to visit relatives and other than mugging there, I kept watching the LATEST Taiwanese shows there!!! Dunno what 超级星光大道 (feat 星光二班), 周日八点档, 综艺大哥大 and a lot of those crap shows lah!!!

Yeah, so now dun need to watch these shows when the tv stations here starts to show.... :D

The relatives there recently have a new craze, that is, to stand on a board that tilts and once you stand on it you will feel the strain on your calf. If you have to hunch your back to keep yourself balanced, it means that you are older than who are, physically. Tried tilting the board to its min, and I could able to stand on it easily without feeling the strain. Then tried tilting the board to its max, the moment I stood on it, I thought i was going to fall off! Haha... A bit 夸张啦? Hees....

No pics this time! :)

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2007-12-04T13:14:00.000+08:00

The whole week of craziness had gone!!!!! Yeah!!!!!! I really feel like screaming lah!!! =D I spent almost the whole week with kids at the VSA camp as a rookie befriender.... (called myself that. haha). It was fun to talk to the kids and the other befrienders there but.... It can be quite boring at times and tiring too!!!! But anyway, the kids there are fun and cute (for some) but there are some can be quite irritating and troublesome to take care of, like the one i was being assigned to. >.<>

Lazy to blog liao.... Pics next....

Us at the last day of the camp....

*SHERMAINE! there's a cute guy here!!!! In this pic!!!!!hahaha.....XD

us again at the last day of the camp with the camp coordinator.

悲！

2007-11-27T10:38:00.000+08:00

我想我应该是疯了，要不就是少女花季发花痴，要不然我哪可能会这麽的疯狂迷恋于这位“亚洲新舞王”？每当看见他出现再电视荧幕上，我就会犹如发疯似的对着电视大喊大叫？现在只差没去买他的演唱会门票罢了。想想一下，自己也应该到无可救药的地步了。试想，哪有人会这麽无聊跑去他的官网去看，还去下载他的照片呢？白痴！哪有人会天天想要听他的歌？我真的已经无可救药了吧？悲！

:(

2007-11-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

是我话太多，我总这样想。就因为我的大嘴巴，而害了我不该害的人。真是的! 现在没法补偿我的罪过了。哎! 现在甭想弥补这严重的过错! :(

Just put the blame on me, coz it's all my fault, OK? Just blame me, kill me, scold me, hate me, WHATEVER. Because its all my fault, an unammendable (if there is this word) mistake had taken place.

阳光总在风雨后

2007-11-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

请相信有彩虹。。。

我相信有彩虹，只因我曾见过，说我幼稚我也无所谓，反正我就有这么一颗幼稚的心！他们说看见彩虹就代表有希望，一个人也会开心起来。。。我想这句话一点也没错。它根本就没错啊！！可是无论怎么，它始终都无法让我的心中出现一道美丽的彩虹。过去这一年来所发生的事令我对自己的种种看法有所改变。虽说进入大家眼中的优秀班，而班上的老师们和同学们也给了我许许多多的欢乐，但我总认为自己对人和事物的做法，还是未达到我本身的要求。

自己在对待课业时老是抱着‘最后一分钟才来赶功课’的态度一直还存在着，要不然我是不会这么晚才睡的。而自己还对他的爱恋，至今还是无法自拔。对他，该怎么死心呢？要忘了他，却又会想起他。人原来是那麽的矛盾，那麽的自做主张！

以为我完全脱离了EMO的行列，现在我才了解到当你离开的时候，当你在那里暗批我的时候，我还是无法放下我们这一段友情，我又回到了过去，我那以EMO的方式来过日子。。。原来我是那么的依赖着你。。。。原来这病难以医治。。。。

人生路上甜苦和喜优，我愿意承担所有，难免曾经跌倒和等候，要勇敢的抬头。。。

我知道在人生的道路上有着起起落落，可是我却不知自己是否能在跌倒后，能勇敢地从新爬起来，并继续往前走？还是我会在原地徘徊？

风风雨雨都接受，我会陪在你的左右。

但愿会有这么一个人吧。

写于：悲哀却又很多话想说的时候

2007-11-14T13:27:00.000+08:00

话不多说，友情到此结束。我想你我以后应不会互不相欠，不看对方多一眼。只是日后见面时是否会尴尬？

就这样，到此为止。

Back to my old shell again.

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2007-11-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating that long coz Ineeded time to revise for then coming O, then after the exam, I was lazy to blog lor. Hehs....

Last day of school, the class received the most active class tee. Some of us thought that the shirt was like a piece of RAG coz of the colour, others felt it was a nice shirt... I thought it kinda look like a rag..... Hahaha.... But after wearing it, it was NICE mah!!!! =D

See it for yourself..... The ragged shirt.....

Back to school on tuesday and the people who went to the Japan exchange programme gave us this sweet.... The wrapping of the sweet is so pretty lah.... Hahas... Japanese can be creative....

THE SWEET!!!!!

I was looking out the window in my room and i saw this less than half-shown Singapore flyer.... Took a photo of it.... Maybe not clear for you to see..... But anyway.... =)

The flyer shown in the background...

Bad news for us... Our favourite English teacher is not teaching us next year!!!! :'( The one replacing her is...... Ms Loo!!!!!!!! What the _____..... Everyone (almost) protested against this change, coz this teacher lets us watch movies and gave us sweets as rewards.... Hahas... Somemore, her lessons are fun and enjoyable than some other teachers... Haiz.... Why like that??? =.=

show!

2007-10-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

I was recommanded to watch this show or rather music video... It was hiliarous, if you understand what they are telling because the lyrics are in chinese. OK lah, let me briefly describe it. It is a song by Jay chou and Fei yu qing in actual but then they change the lyrics and their own version. Hahas. Love it or hate it. =)

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/2TLZtHb_xio/

thousand and one reasons to be emo....

2007-10-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

Going to type in Chinese today, I don’t care if you are going to read this or not, I will just continue to treat you as NOTHING. Yes, and I’m sure that you won’t be reading it because you never know that I have this blog, and you thought that I’m not the type of person who would blog. Yes, I’m very, extremely sure of this fact because you never know what your child is doing, what your child loves. And anyway, even if you happen to pass by this blog, you won’t understand what I would be writing the next few paragraphs because your Chinese is NO BETTER THAN English. And please, let me regurgitate what Tracy told me that day. You better brush up your language skills before you slap me for making fun of your languages!!!!!

我不再怕什麽，做什么，我只想知道你在想什麽。

你給的伤害已经太深了，叫人无法容忍。你知道吗，每当你在外头狂欢的时候，你是否曾想过在家里等你的家人？我想此时的你应该不会这么想，因为我知道你此时身边已有了另外一个你更爱的人。你别以为你不说我们就不知道，其实我们早已略知一二，只是我们都不说出口，而你这个笨蛋也就没发现。。。其实假装什么都没有发生过倒是一个很好的办法，但我就不能这么做！因为你就是我的亲人！我曾没想过这种事会发生在我身上，我以为我拥有了一个美丽的家庭，但随着时间慢慢的流逝，我才发现原来这个家并不我想像中的完美！就因那一则则的手机简讯，就因我们的一时好玩，我们才揭发了你那不可告人的秘密！

这是不能说的秘密，但我已忍无可忍，才会把这秘密说出来。虽说家丑不可外扬，但我认为那已不重要了。我不再对你有任何的尊敬，有任何的信任。反正你的心有所属，我何必还要在你的面前装着自己并不知道这秘密呢？你在我眼中只是个无赖！嘿。。。千万别当我们的面装做自己是一家之主，你还要我们这些作儿女的来给予你一些尊敬，你别装了。我们在你背后嘀咕的话我不管你是否听见。听见，算是好事，算是我们给你的feedback。听不见，那就算了，反正江山易改，本性难移。我想，过一天，就算一天吧！

总认为你这个做父亲的，总是对我们想做的事冷嘲热讽；要不然，当我们尝试新事物时，你总都在旁“酸”我们。这看在我眼里，并不是我想像中的完美父亲。哎，跟你说这种道理你是不会理解的，.我倒不如把这些精力花在其他有意义的事上，这样更好。你是怎么做个好爸爸的？？？自以为是、骄傲自大、卑鄙无耻、下流下贱的人，我想只有你这人吧！！！真是连禽兽不如！

=.="

2007-10-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

ANOTHER TECHNICAL FAULT AGAIN... =.="

好么

结冰的苹果用力啃不动

怎么才刚觉得热突然有台风

好的占为己有

坏的一再出没

哪一扇门可以让我躲一躲

让我走

谁把任意门借给我（逃走）

谁把任意门借给我（不要上锁）

谁把任意门借给我（拜托）

谁把任意门借给我

突然没借口什么都不想做

身边想见的人想讲的话都没用

总觉得太肉又还变得太重

不看我别缠我

去去去做恶梦

好么

结冰的苹果用力啃不动

怎么才刚觉得热突然有台风

好的占为己有

坏的一再出没

哪一扇门可以让我躲一躲

让我走

谁把任意门借给我（逃走）

谁把任意门借给我（不要上锁）

谁把任意门借给我（拜托）

谁把任意门借给我

人长大后什么都要做过

明明不太好受

偏偏害羞成熟

恋爱羞涩总又害怕分手牵着手

动作越来越多

越来越重才成功

明明冬天水果夏天居然有

自然不自然

不要太多

一个果一个洞

线上不断成功

我怕越开越红越活越久心里不轻松

让我走

谁把任意门借给我（逃走）

谁把任意门借给我（不要上锁）

谁把任意门借给我（拜托）

谁把任意门借给我

好么

结冰的苹果用力啃不动

怎么才刚觉得热突然有台风

好的占为己有

坏的一再出没

哪一扇门可以让我躲一躲

让我走
谁把任意门借给我（逃走）

谁把任意门借给我（不要上锁）

谁把任意门借给我（拜托）

谁把任意门借给我

让我走

谁把任意门借给我（逃走）

谁把任意门借给我（不要上锁）

谁把任意门借给我（拜托）

谁把任意门借给我

楊丞琳-- 任意門

Nothing to say other than cute and funny!!! Also spreading the message of global warming at the same time. 真是一举两得!

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2007-10-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

continue from previous post because of technical error:

每段故事都有一片剧情
每段爱情都像动人弦律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个任意
那一句我爱你永远像少了勇气
别人都说我和你之间都关心
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个任意
那一句我爱你永远像少了勇气
别人都说我和你之间都关心
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情
Hey-Yi-Yay~

我们从不开口那个任意
那一句我爱你永远像少了勇气
别人都说我和你之间都关心
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情
Hey-Yi-Yay~

范玮琪-- 是非题

Love the lyrics. Yes, totally love it.

It took too long
It took too long
It took too long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday

I played along
I played along
I played along
Rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?

The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know

You're not living'
Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning'
Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting'
Til you're getting, getting to me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back

You can send it in a box
I don't care
Just drop it off
I won't be home
Cause without me you know you're lost
Minus you, I'm better off
Soon you will know

You can try
You can try
You know I'd know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna cry
So you betta think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly messed up the situation
That you're gonna miss dearly, dearly
Come on!

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please, tell me

This is the potential makeup song
Please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be
Which will it be

Aly & AJ-- The Potential Breakup Song

Also like the song... CATCHY

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2007-10-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

Gotten back almost all the results le.... How come almost everything I get is those 差一点one???? I almost pass my amaths, ss and bio and i almost fail my geog!!!! Oh no, I told myself I cannot fail any of the subjects and now I have fail like 4 subjects!!!! Wat the tooot.... The last minute mugging does not help after all lah!!!!! WHATEVER. I feel like crying liao.... Haiz....

LYRICS TIME!

王:你是我心内的一首歌

王:心间开启花一朵

S:你是我生命的一首歌

S:想念汇成一条河

王:点在我心内的一首歌

王:不要只是个过客

S:在我生命留下一首歌

s:不论结局会如何

合:好想问你

合:对我到底有没有动心

合:沉默太久

S:只会让我不小心犯错

王:不小心犯错

S:点在我心内的一首歌

S:不要只是个过客

王:在我生命留下一首歌

王:不论结局会如何

合:你是我心内的一首歌

合:心间开启花一朵

合:你是我生命的一首歌

S:想念汇成一条河

王:想念汇成一条河

S:好想问你

王:好想问你

S:对我到底有没有动心

王:对我到底有没有动心

S:沉默太久

王:沉默太久

S:只会让我不小心犯错

王:不小心犯错

合:点在我心内的一首歌

合:不要只是个过客

合:在我生命留下一首歌

合:不论结局会如何

王力宏&Selina-- 你是我心内的一首歌

Kind of like the song coz its so catchy.... love the way they sing!!!!!

2007-10-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... Don't know what happen to the server.... Something went wrong and i couldn't go online to reply your tags...... Hope you won't mind..... =)

Today was the last paper for us.... Was kinda ok?? Should i say that??? Almost all my papers are ok except for a maths and that killer paper only.... So, 'ok' shouldn't be the word i use right??? All that hard work spent last minute mugging like siao results in only one word??? WHATEVER..... My language sucks....

I think i'm crazy cause right after this last paper (physics 1), I was like, 'i saw nothing.. I did nothing...' Siao right? Don't know leh...... Guess I must have受到刺激or something like that, if not won't be like that de.... Haiz.....

mug mug!

2007-09-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

Ok.... I won't be blogging as regularly from now on coz exams are coming!! Jia yous and good luck for your exams everyone.... Hiatus starting from tomorrow to the end of the exams. Mug mug mug! I have to admit that....

To you, I ~~won't be~~ blaming you for asking me to join the groups de, coz I join them for fun only.... And please stop turning to our direction coz this makes me feel uncomfortable and makes me resort to do something which I'm sure is obstructing and stupid. Ok, maybe I have to stop talking to her during class the next time..... This is lame and crap....

To you, I hope you are still not obsessed about him.... Please STOP lying to us that you have forgotten about him.... It is obvious that you are still obsessed about coz the last time time I passed by your class and you kept laughing from the moment i passed by the front door of your class to the back door of your class. What's so funny then??? I don't see anything funny lor, somemore your classmates aren't laughing!!!!! Somethimes I still wonder if you have nothing to tell us so you just makeup a story.... I apologise that I have say this, but THIS IS MY OPINION, AND PLEASE RESPECT IT.

To you, please stop turning back and look at us. I know it is difficult for you to do so, but it is scary for me, coz your eyes are tooooooooooooooo 吓人le..... Oh ya, please stop spurting out all your craps when the teacher is teaching.. It is irritating ok and it shows that YOU ARE WAY BETTER THAN THE TEACHER AND YOU SHOULD BE TEACHING THE CLASS INSTEAD OF THE TEACHER. ALSO, PLEASE DO NOT THINK THAT WHEN YOU ARE READING A-LEVELS PHYSICS MEANS THAT YOU CAN INTERRUPT THE TEACHER'S LESSON WHENEVER YOU LIKE. I HATE PEOPLE SHOWING OFF THEIR KNOWLEDGE TO OTHERS WHEN HE HAS ALMOST NOTHING SHOW OFF, THIS MEANS YOU. I MEAN YOU, OK.

Enough of lecture, I'm getting older with more and more fine wrinkles... X)

Adios, everyone.... Till then......
(Credits: Penelope)

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2007-09-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

A maths test today... Kind of cannot believe that I couldnt finish the paper, coz the paper was difficult for me!!!!! OMG... What was I doing when the teacher was teaching????? =( Must study hard le!!!!!!

Emo for the rest of the day coz very tired.... Wanted to sleep in physics but then I scared Mr Chan asked me to answer his question then i dunno how to answer then kena "punish" (?).... The rest of the day was like a drag...... Saw him during recess, talked to me about his classmates and asked me to pass message to chew pheng about the friday thing.... was walking towards the only staircase leading to our class, asked him to confirm about the friday thing again, then 哪里知道saw wee keat and group... Saw them were already walking up the stairs liao but they purposely walked slowly then wee keat asked me about him.... Dunno how answer him at first, so I stupidly asked this question, "look alike ar????" Hehs..... They all eyesight so good.... That kind of distance also can see the face of him... Lol....

More and more people are getting to know about our relationship liao...... haiz.... =( What can I do????

Almost slept in chinese class but wasnt able to do so coz had to complete the assignment before bell rings.... Zzzz..... PC lesson ended up become chemistry lesson with Mrs Singh... Was kinda ok, gotten back my chemistry paper-that super uber hard one-, and guess what? I passed the test!!!! But the stupid thing is that the moment I went back to my seat, Ivan immediately asked my score so I simply told him I passed the test lor... Later, SHERMAINE told me that he gotten FULL MARKS for that test!!!!!!! WHAT THE TOOOOOOOOOT LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now I owe SHERMAINE 1 free drink liao.... haiz... =(

Mr Chan showed us part of the Harry Potter movie yesterday... Then SHERMAINE and I were talking about how "small" Harry was then in the movie compared to how "big" he is now.... Then she reminded me about her tag post about HAIRY POTTER that crap thing... *Apologies to Jasmine about your HARRY, was really on purpose de.... =)* Then the two crazy girls went on laughing about Harry Potter for no reason.... =.=

*SHERMAINE, your request is fulfilled. If you still not satisfied, please leave a tag at my tagboard. I wont really remember you requests if you are to tell me in class.*

^.^

2007-09-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

Finally holidays are here!!!! So happy.... Gotten back our results on thursday.... Wasn't satisfied at all coz i felt that i should have performed better espscially for my combined humans and CHINESE!!!!! Boooooooooo....... Huiyi must work hard hor....

Went back to pcps with Weilin.... We were quite amazed when we saw little ppl hanging at the canteen... We then walked around the school... Saw that the bookshop was shifted to then gym area with a tiny area that act as its storage area and the area which was previously occupied by It was renamed to 'courtesy room'.... Walked to canteen and saw there were some Hwachong guys sitting there... Thought that they were somebody else so walked along... Until i realised they were my EX-CLASSMATES!!!!!! Blur blur me again.... =.="

Then we walked around the school for a while until there's really nothing to see so wei lin went home.... I sat down at the canteen there and listen to my radio... Was seriously getting bored until Chewpheng, Xinyu, Yanling (surprise surprise), Huithong, Tiffany, Deanna, Weekeat (?) came.... Haha so happy.... Then we all went to the inner part of the canteen to eat... That yanling very funny leh... She kept on playing with her phone then she asked me for my phone... So i lend her then she wanted to send me some songs!!!!!! Hahaha..... 没想到她会那么好心..... No lah!!!!!! Kidding only.... Then we walked around and talk somemore..... Then saw Zhiyi, Huiming, Yingling and Jaslyn came back from NYG... So i went away to talk to them... *Sorry guys!!!! 我不是故意的....* Then Lydia, Yiwei and Yanyu came and join us... Lydia 变漂亮了!!!!! See, this is the consequences for not going back to pcps for one year.... =.= We all talked and talked until Huiming was getting tired and they went touring around the school.... I stayed in school until 3+ then went home.... Not many of my classmates came back this year coz you have resigned!!!! Maybe this is the reason that causes most of us decided not to come back again, i guess......

Chinese prelims just suck to the core.... It made me realised that my chinese has de-prove since the moment i get my sec 1 chinese SA results.... The meanings were of the options for the cloze passasge were so close that i couldn't make up my mind. The options for the compre MCQs are equally bad too! Sigh.... Wonder what i should do next.....

rants

2007-08-27T20:22:00.000+08:00

Why can't you just be mature enough to take things through the easy way??? Why must you SCREAMED at him, kicked the door and banged at the things that come into your way then you are happy??? You are already 14-year-old going on 15 and you are still that immature??!!! Hello?? Are you really that crazy??? This is your n time SCREAMING in front of us and can you just be mindful that there are people who need respect??? Not just your teachers, YOUR CLASSMATES WHO ARE SITTING BEHIND YOU and happen to be girls, also need RESPECT. I know you are angry, but can you just control your EMOTIONS??? You are a young adult, and you can't even control your emotions??? Wake up, this is a game whether you can take up these 'criticisms' as a challenge and not kick up a fuss in front up the rest of the class, okay?

Enough of my lecture... I have a feeling that I'm getting older as time goes.... Wonder how I would look like when I'm older....XD Aiyo... how come I think so far liao????

September is coming... Happy birthdays to all the September babies!!!! x)

Oh yes, anyone going back to PCPS after teachers' day celebration???

red fingers! =D

2007-08-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

We had our final SPA (for now) today. Knew it would be something related to cells but never expected it to be related to the vascular bundles... Also never knew that my fingers would be badly stained (so-called), and my blouse was kind of kena stained by my fingers... =( But it's ok, coz now all SPAs are over!!!!!!!! yeah. =D

So-called good news for me. Was kind of kena kicked out the cafe committee by that teacher, coz she said my health status has been deteriorating since sec 1. As if like got lor???!!! The doctor even said i'm getting better when i last visited him, and u asked me if i had underwent operation???!!! lols!!!! lmao!!! I know you are trying to___________ lah, as if i don't know like that... -.-" Forget it.... I happy jiu hao liao, what you did to me next won't bother me anymore liao, i guess... I hope...

Ending now... =)

RED FINGERS!!! =D##

我不想装得很可悲好让人家来給我安慰这一段时间我很OK 顶多入夜之后早早入睡当然还是有一些小小的寂寞在身边寂寞很OK 一个人OK 习惯就OK. YEAH, 习惯就OK!!!!!

bla

2007-08-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

I'm not updating that regularly nowadays as what i had did weeks ago coz my emotions are currently inbalanced again... ALL THANKS TO YOU LAH, MRS____!!!!! YOU HAD CAUSED ME TO BE EMOTIONALLY-UNSTABLE AGAIN!!!! see how great you are, by increasing my stress level to a new record??!! gonna burst soon huh??!!

*I'm sorry, people, if u cannot take my words. But seriously i just have to be serious about this ~~immature~~ mature adult.*

This ~~immature~~ mature adult talked to me on monday about taking the money from her pocket or whatever shit that was. How can she say this???? This is a public service and i supposed the government must have pay alot to them, and i guess this 50 dollars dont mean alot to her. And guess what? She said, "this 50 dollars note is i take out from my pocket de hor, coz i have cashed in the money we made for the cafe le." or whatever shit that is, i dont care after all. I thought 50 dollars was kind of enough to buy the stuff for the cafe, but then i was totally wrong.....

That afternoon after that freaking physics SPA, i rushed to library to meet my 2 helpers... They were like so relieved when they saw me coz i was late... Never mind about details next... Let's skip to the part after we realised that we forgot to take the receipt... The three of us sat down at the cafe disscussing what to do next, couldn't thought of what to do so went to library to ask ic, ic suggested us to go back n take the receipt, but then we couldnt went back as i did not have enough money to go back and the other helpers were like ay-mai-ay-mai that type..... haizzzz.... so auntie suggested us to call that immature mature adult. AS IF I WOULD WANT TO CALL HER LIKE THAT, IF I WERE TO TELL HER THAT WE FORGOT TO TAKE THE RECEIPT, I WOULD KENA HER IDIOTIC AND INSULT-FULL SCOLDING AGAIN!!!! But auntie kept on persuading me to call that __________, so went to call lor... AND GUESS WHAT???? WHEN I TOLD HER WHAT HAPPENED, SHE TOLD ME TO GO BACK TO THE SUPERMARKET AND RETRIEVE THE RECEIPT!!!!!! Before ending the call, she said blandly, 'YOU HAVE COMMITTED A VERY SERIOUS AND (dunno what shit is that) MISTAKE, YOU KNOW.' and with that, the line was dead.

HELLO!!!! CAN YOU AT LEAST GIVE ME SOME RESPECT PLEASE???? I KNOW I HAVE MEADE SOME MISTAKE BUT WHAT YOU DID TO ME WAS UNBEARABLE!!!! HAVE YOU EVER CARED FOR MY FEELINGS???? I WAS LIMPING THAT DAY YOU KNOW!!!! IMAGINE YOURSELF LIMPING TO THE SUPERMARKET AND CARRY THINGS BACK TO THE SCHOOL LIMPING. HOW WOULD FEEL??? I'M SURE YOU WOULDNT EVEN GO AND SHOP FOR THE THINGS!!! BUT I WASNT BEING THAT BAD AFTER ALL. YOU SHOULD ASK HAZEL AND HUI YIN WHAT HAPPENED ON THAT DAY!!!! *forget it, 以你这种个性,我相信你是不会这么做的!!!!! hahaa.....*

Imagine yourself calling someone who is your senior, and you are trying to explain something to him or her, and without letting to explain further, this senior has ended this call. How in the world would you feel??? HELLO???? YOU ARE A MOTHER OF A DAUGHTER AND I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD HAVE SOME 人性OR FEELINGS DE LEH!!!! NOW I SEE YOUR TRUE COLOURS, IT'S SHINNING THROUGH YOUR EYES WHEN YOU INSULTED ME THAT DAY, but i wasnt that emotionally-unstable then... 难怪某某人那麽不喜欢你啦!!!!!!!!!!

My tears immediately filled my eyes. Never had i been so humilated lah!!!! 你赢了,你有种!!!!! THE NEXT TIME I EVER HAPPEN TO SEE YOU, I WOULD QUICKLY AVOID YOU DE.... 反正你都不重视我了,我何必还那麽强逼自己做自己不想做的事呢?????

I know it's bad for one's health if that person is emo or emotionally-unstable, nut i just cnat help it... This immature mature adult has caused me to hurt emotionally again and again, how can i not feel any pain??? 我又不是冷血动物,我也有感情的leh!!!!!

^^

2007-08-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

national day coming liaos.... once its over, SPA again!!!!! oh great..... how great can that be especially for a triple science student to have 2 SPAs within a week????? i ~~love~~ this.... =p *trying to be sarcastic... =.=* haiz....

X-country yesterday... super super suay.... never thought that i could be that clumsy.... clumsy me spilled the whole cup of milo onto myself FOR NO GOOD REASON!!!!! what the TOOT!!!! then went to the ladies to wash the stain, kind of fade a little after much effort, but siti said it was kind of presentable so went out.....(did she said that???? short term memory=.=)but the shirt smelled so milo-ish!!!!! ewwww..... :(

after X-country, went to j8 with WL, T, J and S.... S left the group coz she had something on later, if im not wrong, so left the four of us.... The four crazy girls went around shopping at j8 after s left.. they laughed and laughed along the way, then saw LYQ and gang... i wanted to siam away from them so pulled T with me..... 正所谓:"躲得了一时, 躲不了一世" i thought i would be able to siam away from them until i leave that place, i was wrong. i met that group again after the four of us finished eating our freaking lunch... =' tried the method of closing my eyes like someone whose eyes kena stink by something but FAILED!!!! what the TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz..... went home after the four of us had a crazy laugh at someone.... he so BIASED lah!!!!!!! emo kid lah you!!! give us this kind of _______ face u call that..... nvm about what im talking about if you dont get it....

nothing much really happen today...... gotten back binomial test.... my marks wasnt as good as expected, dunno if want to cry or what so ever.... nothing much happened later on except heard from S that someone changed in class or something like that.... dun wished to 追究下去... so dun bother asking me about the details.... bio test after school..... totally flunked the paper.... sure fail liao.... haiz......

learnt one thing yesterday: emo is not the same as down or low. ---- WL ^^

how many 'haiz' s have i used in this post?????? haiz....... lol!

rants

2007-07-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

how is it like when you have been INSULTED by two different people within a week??? im sure u feel angry and maybe sad...... i thought i was able to take feedbacks since the beginning of this second half of the year but now, i realise my ability is not up to the standard which i had set...

~~Insult~~ Feedback #1-
i was crushing the ice for the cafe and there comes that freakingly-overly hao-lian (or rather, overly ego and pampered) junior... when she saw me hitting the ice pack, guess what she said??? she started ~~insulting~~ giving me feedbacks on how i should hit the ice pack WITH THE USAGE OF WORDS SUCH AS "U STUPID LEH!!!!" !!!!! oh, like as if she knows what technique to use to hit the pack lah!!!! some more her skill wasnt as good as mine lah, still want to give your ~~insults~~ feedbacks.... =.=

this particular junior then went on complaining and asking why she had to do the same action- ie. getting a glass of ice from the ice pack for the people who were making drinks- over and over again.... what the TOOT lah!!!! she was the only person who was standing nearer to the ice pack and that's why she was being asked to put get the ice from the ice pack lah, how come such a simple thing she also cannot even understand??? must she be the one making the drinks or to do the cashier stuff??? why cant she just STOP complaining just for one moment on the job she was doing??? blehs.....

~~Insult~~ Feedback #2-
that a****** teacher must be having PMS again, if not, she wouldnt be scolding me again de!!!! what the TOOT!!!! ever since the coffee aka ice-blended mocha incident, she kind of keep picking on me cause she FELT that i wasnt good in making coffees perhaps??? she picked on me today just to check on me how i was making progress in RE-LEARNING how to make the 3 basic coffees... haiz... even though i have the basics, but honestly, i'm not picking those stuff as fast as i could, like those few times in the past..... maybe im too ______ le ba..... haiz...... then she went back ~~insulting~~ scolding me that i wasnt as seng-mok as the others and also dunno whatever crap... wa-lao, how can she do this to me!!!! i was trying my best to serve and help my fellow team-mates and this is the RESULT i get!!!!! ALSO, I WASNT FEELING WELL TODAY LOR!!!! what the TOOT!!!!!! then she went on rattling whatever crap on teaching me making the coffees again.... =.=

i thought i was the only person in the shift who thinks that this teacher ~~sucks~~ rocks, but it turned out that another junior of mine also share the same mindset as me!!!! YEAH!!!! another twin!!!! hahahas..... XD

ending with a pic to tell you how emo i was today.... lols... BUT, EMO is not LOVE!!!!

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2007-07-23T16:26:00.000+08:00

stupid blogger.......... hai wo type de post until halfway kena cut off........ bbbbbbbbbbbrrrrrrrrr....

changing skin now....

updates later... =)

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2007-07-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

long long long days.... tiring and long week....... had my first contact with o levels on wednesday, its so undescrible to me...... then the opening of the HIVE on thursday..... today wanted to went out to buy stuff for cafe, but didnt had money so couldn't go..... hais....

talking about the opening of the HIVE----

skipped the crappy assembly in order to better prepare for the so-called 'NEXT BIG THING'..... heard that tat coffee-shop uncle reprimanded the school again.... luckily never attend the assembly, if not, i sure fall asleep de!!!!!! hahahas..... back to the 'NEXT BIG THING' again.... have to admit something first.... that LYQ and ~~gang~~ friend are SLACKERS!!!! they like did nothing before the 'grand opening' and went to watch the stupid assembly from third level..... haiz.... first customers of the cafe award goes to..... XIN YU AND JESSICA!!!!!! they came to cafe before we started our business proper... hehx... When the cafe finally opened, it was SO busy that i was screaming or rather shouting at my voice and also running here and there to pass the orders... tired sia..... had a free mango italian soda (paid by huiling, thanks senior!!!), it was nice except it was a bit sour.... stood for the rest of the day until 4 plus.... then we cleaned up the cafe and had our debriefby becca... she sounded soooo camp instructor lah!!!!! hahahs..... went home to rest my knees after that.

school today was kinda ok, except for the debate thing that took place during english class which made everyone in class laughed.... jun yang kept ringing the bell and the ian kept on rattling his theory on the motion with samuel.... junyang then went on posing with the bell... so funny lah!!!! the bell sounded like jun yang was the ice-cream man who tried attracting people to buy ice-cream lah!!!! lols....

{edited}
went for CCA later... nothing much to talk about coz that joker was there and was trying to ka-chiao me again.... but then it was him who brought the laughter to us de, so cannot scold him... hehehs.... then went back to work-room to re-wrap a book that was kind of badly wrapped by a junior.... then help auntie to record the new books and those stuff.... joshua came in to slack and had a kind of weird conversation with him...

me: u sent hazel home liao ar?
joshua: ______________________ (can't exactly remember what he said....)
(silence)
me: u and hazel stead liao? (stupid me went on asking this kind of crap question.. blur me...)
joshua: ya. u also know liao ar... they all big mouth de....
(long long awkward silence)
joshua: mr lee looks so young here! (he was flipping through the school's yearbook then)
me: *sniggers* (dunno what had happened to me then....)
*super long awkard silence until chin heng asked him out to play soccer*

.-end-.

*****shermaine, FOR YOUR INFO, i'm not going to post about what happened during the debate about the legs!!!!! it's so embarrassing lah!!!! i dun even wnat to think about it lah!!!!!! and please stop telling me how 幸福 i was hor!!!!!!! rrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i think im blushing.... hahahs.....*****

=.='

2007-07-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

Note: there might be some negative words in this entry so i decided to kind of filter them of. but however at the later part of the entry, i decided not to do so in order to let u know what happen exactly... hahas.... enjoy! X)

i'm getting ~~happy~~ again..... all thanks to you ms ****!!!! i ~~love~~ you so much!!!! u make me sooo ~~happy~~ and ~~delighted~~ for the rest of my day that i decided to blog this down!!!!!

i was feeling so nervy after i finished my oral that i was talking about the oral happenings ever since i stepped into the Quarantine room... aiyah, let's skip this and go straight to the so-called cafe meeting then.

meeting at 1530.. she was ~~early~~ AGAIN.... always like that..... hais..... she started ordering us to do this and that, i tried to be helpful so offered to do things for her.... see? how nice i was and she treated me like that!!!! what the TOOT!!!!! later, after i finished the things she asked me to do, SHE STARTED TREATING ME AS THOUGH I WAS INVISIBLE!!!!! then she asked me to flatten the box for her.... and guess what???? she went on teaching other ppl how to make the lameo thing!!!!!!!! then after for dunno how long, she asked me for help, BUT REALISING THAT I WAS STILL FLATTENING THE BOX (which was my third), SHE DECIDED NOT TO. hello??? WHAT THE HELL WERE U THINKING THEN???? I HAD FLATTEN 3 LARGE AND BULKY BOXES AND U THOUGHT THAT I WAS STILL FLATTENING ONE????? please lah, i'm not that inefficient until i was still doing that same box by the time u call de hor!!!!!! WHAT THE TOOT!!!!!!!

fine, if u are gonna treating me like this forever, i won't mind de, coz i will still be nice to u. but why in the first place u want to put my name in the list???? for fun? or u just want to humililate me?????? i mus be tat awful to u all huh.....

080707

2007-07-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

friday was be-yourself-day. wore a casual outfit and i literally feel that shermaine is getting more and more_____.... =.= dun want to say any more.... haiz...... saw yuwen wearing gothic style clothes with xiao xia.... veri punk siah.....

class photos were given.... apologies for my poor phototaking skills.....

yesterday was 070707- live earth!!!! did u thought of trying to save the earth???? =)

craps

2007-07-08T20:54:00.001+08:00

Hui Yi --

[noun]:

A person with a taste for acorns

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

hahaha.... very funny....

Death through drugs/alcohol

You are going to die drowning after drinking too much/doing too many drugs. Dying like all of the greatest rockers ?because you live like one. You like to party and experiment with perception. Rock on hippie.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

im gonna to die like this???? OMG!!!!!!! hope that this a joke.....

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2007-07-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

busy.... so won't be updating the blog as often.....

it's getting more and more busy as time goes by, with the opening of the cafe coming up, i still have my coming O levels oral, CCA meetings and.... TONS OF SCHOOL WORK!!!!! *screams* i am beginning to feel the stress coming up liaos.......

can't say whether i would want to go for the checking of the cafe tomorrow.... very sian leh.... feel like sleeping in class when ms *** was teaching..... then ended up poking my palm with my pencil in will of trying to keep myself up.... hahahs.....

*restlessness....* blehs.....

--blogging about yesterday--

was cleaning up the cafe with ppl when this bastard came up and ka-chiao us.... sec 1 leh.... still dare to say vulgarities at us.... WHAT THE TOOT lah....... oy we all ur seniors leh, n u still want to fight with us???? fight lah!!! i not scared, as long as you kena caught by mrs yang n something VERY BAD happens to you then, 我就心满意足了.... hahah i sound so bad.... but then, how would you feel if you and your team is trying to clean up a place and this idiot come and disturb u people???? im sure you would feel angry de!!!! all your hard work you have put in you know???? what the heck is this idiot thinking???? ms LYQ and gang, i guess you are attracting some 渣滓 from nowhere to come and disturb us. if not, how come you are talking to him???? i guess you must know him well de ba...

**** lah you, asshole!!!!!

updates=

2007-06-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

Changed a new skin.... I LOVE THIS SKIN!!!! It is sooooooo holiday mood.... 我好想放假leh!!!! Yeah I'm tempted to do that you know!!!! Hahaha.....

Changed another song... This song is sung by S.H.E. who had just released their latest album- PLAY, the title of this song is 听袁惟仁弹吉他. I find that this song is meaningful and it tells us the listerners how the song-writing thing is hard and their work done are not always accepted by the recording companies.... Something like that.... The previous song put up here, maybe too emo to me (im not sure about you guys....), soooooo...... You know what I mean lah..... Lyrics? Tell me if you want me to put up here....

I decided not to write about the whole stupid ian thingy anymore coz its sooooooo STUPID!!!!! I feel like I'm a immatured kid who just write this kind of stupid stuff with dunno what kind of mindset!!!!!!!! Blehs..... I'm serious de!!!!!!

number 49

2007-06-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

here is the second episode of the lesson that took place yesterday.... lol....

i am going to make it short and simple, without any craps, i hope....

the teacher went on with the bionomial chapter again.... and this time, she went on the lesson smoothly without any destructions BECAUSE the main character of this whole episode was late again... i was seriously hoping that he would not turn up until the last final 5 minutes of the class, just like the last time when we had our physics holiday extra class..... hahaha... x)

back to the tuition class again... the idiot entered the class!!!!!!!! when i was listening to the teacher attentively and at the same time, teeth chattering.... Brrrrrrrrrr............ stupid lah..... he stepped into the class, and the whole class was like lol-ing. you know the reason de hor.... The sad thing for him was he wanted to sit at the "golden" seat, but unfortunately, the teacher had her stuff placed there so no choice, the teacher made him sit at the place behind me!!! maybe i shouldnt have moved forward since xy is not going to attend the class anymore, then the freak wouldnt sit behind me and kicked my chair all the time!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............. so annoying lah!!!!!

then ys caught him writing dunno what essay and told the teacher... the teacher must be feeling irritated after he had rebutted her back.... from her expression i can see that hor.....

the whole episode ended when the whole lesson for the day finished.... sammy touched his head in a ka-chiao way and the class laughed.... hahahaha....

support the library cafe hor....... 我们会好好地经营的!!!!!!! yeahs....

number 48

2007-06-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

Seriously need to blog this… This totally SUCKS!!!! I actually wanted to blog this earlier, but I couldn’t do it…. *sigh* Guess what? IAN YAP joined my maths tuition class!!!!!!!!!!! Whoa lao…. He was like _____________ and people from other schools were like laughing at him lah!!!! I was talking to someone when he stepped and I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHOCKED!!!!!! Congratulations to me when you see me hor, ok??? Hahaha…. Being in the same class and in the same maths tuition class with a PHYSICS NERD, it is not a GOOD sign, ok??? As I was preparing myself for the worst thing that could happen soon, IT HAPPENED!!!!!!!! He told her about dunno whatever Pascal thing as we were touching the Pascal triangle in binomial theorem …. As the teacher continued on with her teachings, he listened attentively and of course, with some OCCASIONAL INTERUPTION so that he could talk or ask about his favourite subject, PHYSICS!!!!!! Whoa lao, so suay lah!!!! To be in the same tuition class with PHYSICS freak or NERD, the consequences you should know lah…. Brrrrrrrrrr…… :-X 算一算, from now until the whole module ends, I have to spend 6 days a week in a class studying with a physics nerd and it totals to about 48 days, including the public and school holidays!!!!!! :-/ I shouldn’t have agreed to continue my class lah!!!!! 都怪我不好，这麽轻易就答应了, but then if I didn’t do that, I wouldn’t have any tuition that are affordable to my parents liao. *sigh* This means that I have to 撑下去until the whole module is over, and also to hope that he wouldn’t continue to sigh up for the next module, if not… Also, I have to hope that he wouldn’t bug me during or before or after class, just because he’s a classmate of mine or whatsoever nonsense you can think of… As on Sunday, he didn’t bug me at all as I was able to ‘siam’ away from him!! Hahaha….. Let’s see if I’m able to do same thing again this Sunday!!!! Hahaha…..

Penelope, hope that the tags won't affect you in anyway.... =)

alert!!!!!!

2007-06-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

is the jieyan that i noe when i was in P6 in love to penelope? he professed his by tagging at her blog and some of my ex-classmates' blog!!!!!! (luckily i wasn't affected. haha (= if not..... cannot think of the consequences.....)

is this the jieyan that i knew???? i thought he is the kind of like scholar-type de? must refresh my memory liao....

hmmmmm..... something must have gone wrong but im unable to explain or im ..... :-X

PENELOPE ALERT!!!! i hope you are not that gullible or what so ever, BUT i wish you good luck!!! hahahaha..... XD (u noe wat i mean....=.=)

blog song lyrics

2007-06-09T10:24:00.000+08:00

here's the lyrics for the blog song:

"When It All Falls Apart"
by The Veronicas

I'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)I
'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up

45th post!

2007-06-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

This post will be as short as possible and it will be the shortest one of all i have posted, except for the ones i just put the test results i took.

Announcement again:
Currently suffering from some emotional crisis, i have to apologise if i don't answer your questions or watsoever. Also, please don't be surprise for anything strange that i do, say or appear to do so. Fret not, i will be back to normal as soon as possible, i say. X)

The shortest post ends.... =)

number XX post

2007-06-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

holidays have began for like one week? still have mountains of homework not done coz when we went back for extra lessons the teachers would then give homework again..... haiz..... supposed to be the last day for the class to have the extra lessons, BUT because of some reasons, mr chan decided to ask the class to come back for ANOTHER lesson next week!!! oh great, then i will have to struggle with my work again liao huh????? =.='

after lesson wanted to go and buy bubble tea, but then it started raining cats and dogs!!!! grrrrrr... shouldn't have stayed back with candy for the english extra lesson, but its okay, cause got something to do in class than rotting at home and do nothing right??? =) but then, after we sat down in class, both are us regretted for going for the class!!!! roffle... mdm tan was like speaking SOOOOOOO softly that both of us hardly hear what the heck she was talking lah!!!! poor candy had to keep asking me what she was talking about in order to keep up with the class, u poor girl... *sayang sayang.... lolx* Also, the lesson was so boring for the first half hour plus due to the fact that mdm tan went to photocopied some worksheets for us that i took out my chinese revision papers and completed them before she came back..... after that got nothing to do liao mah, i ate sweet in class and sat there 'sms-ing'.... lolx... what happen next, dun wanna continue liao... cause after that she AKA chewing-gum and her friend came...... :-/

yan ling was telling me how her recent hair cut was worth the $20 than the rest of her frens who went and cut with her... "they 'barely' cut their hair and that also cost them $20 but i cut my hair until shoulder-length and this also cost me $20 leh!!! so mine is 比较划算 lah!!!!" that was almost exactly what she told on bus on our way to toa payoh central on wednesday..... nice hair cut, yan ling, but it seems a little strange leh.... opps...=p

apologies to ivan for so-called insulting u and your ncc uniform..... but honestly, my brother's ncdcc uniform is a little nicer than yours..... teee hee..xD

240507

2007-05-24T19:49:00.000+08:00

blogging again.... went to the old folks home with the class... it was FUN, i have to say... we sang '细水长流' and 'AT THE BEGINNING' in front of the folks... they were like...=.= dunno wat to say... maybe we are not that understanding or what so ever coz they were like not so interested that kind, starred at us, blah blah blah.... however, i had fun helping them and there is this old lady seems so happy that she ****ed me at my ear... i was so shock lah... wondering if anyone noticed that act.... x)

sigh....

i had been ignoring her for about 3 days and counting... this time coz i couldnt take it liao so i decided not to talk to her... LAME REASON, right??? i am sure u will be nodding ur head... more specifically, her ATTITUDE is NOT up to my expectations as set, we were having so much so much fun but however, it kept drop and drop this recent months... at last, i finally cannot take it liao.... i decided to stop talking to her.... who cares if she really my feelings???? what she did has already cause my feelings to be hurt again and again, and all the promises made were being broken for that numerous times, so why should i be that stupid to forgive her??? why am i that stupid and idiotic to do that??? she seem like cannot reflect her herself, keep asking me what she had done whenever i stopped talking to her.... like that how can continue to be friends??? i had been trying to keep our promise AND THIS IS WHAT SHE DID TO ME!!!!!

grrrr...... dumb dumb me..... *sobs*

counting still goes on... i dun care how long it is going to last..... i am not going to say if i am still friends with her again coz all the promises made have been broken again.... and ARE PROMISES SUPPOSED TO BE BROKEN?? u actress+princess+mother's pampered child???? u must been overly pampered to do such kind of INSULTING things to me.... so _________ lah U SUCKER...

EMO ON HIGH!!!!

2007-05-19T00:47:00.000+08:00

i still think that i have did nothing wrong so i shall not apologise to u, mr LIN SHU-CHI!!!!!!!!! so u think what??? u cared for my feelings???? u asked my brother if i hate u???? siao leh u!!! if u do care, u would not asked through him, right????? mr LIN, i tell you hor, you better be a 男子汉 and talk to me directly in solving this dispute, if not.......... hehehs....... stop being a filirter+gay+bully+idiot hor!!!! u DUMBO™ !!!!! lolx

went to watch movie on monday with tracy, sam, serene, qiurong, wei lin, shermaine, jean and siti @ J8 after our last papers....... we went to watch SPIDERMAN 3. the movie was quite touching but I DIDNT CRY!!!!! somehow, i must be emotionless at that point of time tat i still can even ka-chiao wei lin and siti: if they wanna a tissue to wiped away the tears??? also, weilin told me that the couple sitting in front of us were so funny, when there's something scarly, the lady screamed loudly then there's this part which was so funny, she laughed and the popcorn kind of spilled out!!!!!! lolx... so after the movie, wei lin n i were laughing like siao about that couple lah!!! xD

gotten back almost all the papers... was kind of disappointed cos i didnt do quite well in those subjects that i expected myself to do well in, like higher chinese, e maths.... but surprising, i passed my a maths and bio with ok grades!!!!! lolx.... i was so _____________ especially when i was named by my chinese teacher to work EXTRA hard during the holidays as i didnt do well during the exams for my composition..... haiz.... i must have chosen the wrong question liaos..... must not choose that type pf question again...... =/

holidays are coming.... i doubt that i will be that free like the previous years as the schedule for the june holidays this year is like: there are a lot of lessons and LSPs for the class for me to attend..... also including there will be another food-handling course for us librarians, and the list continues....... >.<

I AM EMO ON HIGH!!!!! X) lolx....

yes, seriously. emo on high..... CREDITS TO: jasmine for 'giving' me this idea, tell me if u r still feeling emo hor.... AND ALSO someone whom i dont want to mention, coz he SUCKS.... a SUCKER.... :p

relieve my blog....

2007-05-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

announcement:
ANYONE WHO KNOWS THIS PERSON BY THE NAME OF CHARLES LIM SHU-CHI AND HIS GANG OF CLASS 1E4'07 BY HOOK OR BY CROOK, PLEASE DO NOT EVEN BOTHER TO TELL HIM OR THEM WHAT CLASS IM IN FOR THIS YEAR, OTHERWISE, YOU WILL KNOW WHAT YOU WILL BE GETTING FROM ME!!!!!!

reasons for putting up this announcement:

i dun even know who the heck is CHARLES LIM SHU-CHI lah!!!
is there a need for him to know my class???? what the TOOT!!!!!!!
is it because my brother looks bully-able, the one that you can laugh upon, so you decided to ask this IDIOTIC, STUPID and BO-LIAO question???? what the TOOT lah you!!!!!!! you are a SUCKER, don't you know that???

bleahxxxx.....forget it, you sucker-and-flirter... im just wasting my time blogging about you, that's all./// =/

finally can blog again coz i had to study for my mid-years the past few days... seriously, my grades are dropping and i have difficulty in understanding what the teachers were talking about in class, that's why i have to stop myself from using the computer for that past few days. im sure many of you are in the same boat as me, if not, how are you going to excel in your studies? O.O how i wished i can go back to sec 1 or 2 when i dun hav to study for exams and still able to pass them with flying colours -not really flying colours though, but i still pass them with okay grades x) lolx...

xinyu told me something this late morning which made me feel so _________, i cant really describe exactly how i feel coz the words she said made me feel that im too clever le -which obviously is not as clever as samuel or those ~~overseas~~ scholars in my class. she said something about our brain power and how fast/much we can absorb the knowledge, i cant really remember the exact words but i remember she said something like that. i was really dumbfounded by what she said by then becoz even though there were some of her primary school classmates that are in the same class as me, but i seriously think that they are much better than me, whether is in terms of their CCA or their studies. they are able to understand what the teacher is talking about and are able to answer the questions the teacher have asked them; whereas i not being able to do that well... =x *sigh*

2 more papers to go and WE are going to our FREEDOM!!!!!! yeah, me, shermaine, tracy, jean, siti, sam, serene,novina(?) are going to watch movie and go shop till we drop!!!!! lolx =)

*SCREAMS*

~~ end here~~ x)

SHOOOOOOOOOO

2007-04-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

sian... the english paper totally sucks!!!! i couldnt even finish the whole summary lah!!!!!!! grrr.... i was like struggling through the questions when other people are already writing their summary liao!!! see how slow i was compared to them!!!!! lolx =x after school, had amaths LSP and mrs samsol gave out the recent amaths test back to the whole class... she was rather annoyed coz this test was badly done and only 22 people out of the class passed the test!!!!! sadly, i wasnt the 22 of them. *sigh* T.T

then went to t's house to help t to change water for the stupid bio project... kena sprayed by t's brother with his **** bottle and he still DARE to say 'it was an ACCIDENT!' wa lao...... damn u little ~~TOOT~~!!!!! grrrrr.....

ending post.... oh yes, thx t for helping mi to buy the bubble tea for mi!!!!!!!! if not, i have to wait for dunno how long before i can buy that cup of milk shake.... THANKS ALOT PAL!!!!!! X)

uPdAte

2007-04-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

one more post from mi again........ sorry for not blogging last friday n saturday cos i was sick on these two days..... =.=

friday
had our movie screening. turnout wasnt as expected, coz the english teachers were not really that co-operative after all......... =( the popcorn making was kinda fun but i didnt have the mood to enjoy cos i was veri sick at tat time.... *sigh* then as more n more people came n stood in front of the counter, i went to the workshop to rest.... was so sian n sicky at the same time lah....

skip to the announcement of the new committee of 2007/2008, cos i didnt had the mood to watch the movie at all.... =( it was kind of surprise, especially when my name was read out under the SECRETARY post, cos there were rumours that im the vice president of the committee, but anyway, im still in the main committee, so its still a good thing. X)

here listed is the new committee of year 2007/2008:

president: rene
vice-president: chin heng
secretary: hui yi(me)
cafe management: rebecca
artistic management: evelyn
kah wao
priseillia
events/welfare management: ives
joshua
wang shuai
kelvin

congratulations to all who hav made it to the main commitee. x)

today, had 2 LSPs in in one afternoon!!!! so PRO ar???? lolx...... had amaths LSP first, learnt the cubic equations, was quite fun n was beginning to like amaths. x) then ss LSP, mr cheong was kena forced by us to order pizza for us coz we had 2 LSPs in afternoon leh!!!! =p THANK YOU, MR CHEONG!!!! *clap clap clap*

STUNNED!

2007-04-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

today had oral exam with the sec 4s.... suppose to feel stress up, but i wasnt nervous at all!!!! SICK right??? lol... then decided to do homework coz its like those people from my class who came for the exam are so HARDWORKING lor...... zzz..... stupid lah that examiner..... ~~said~~ complained that our chinese standard are weak, then dun understand the question she asked to the people she was testing, bla bla bla..... talk ~~CRAP~~ lah!!!!!!!!! lol..........

then WL came n ka-chiao WS...... about YQ obviously... =D WL kept asking me about YQ.... i was about to tell her the story when tat teacher called my name..... grrrrrr........ when i went up to the examiner, i was so_________ (wasnt able to use to describe my feelings at that time)...... i tot everything is going to be fine until the examiner asked me this question 'how are u going to prevent materialism from getting worse in our teenagers?' (something like this) n i was kena stunned ny the question!!!!!!!!! ARGH....... :x

after the exam, decided to go library to pass message to YQ about tomoro, saw the librarians like got nothing to do, told auntie tat going down to have but something, (but i was actually looking for WL to tell her the story........ =p).... so i went down, couldnt look for her, so i bought my things n went up......... then as i was walking up, i saw mdm tan(not the english teacher, but my chinese teacher hor...). she asked me to pass message to SL, so i did.... n i became the messenger between them for tat few minutes, running up n down the stairs..... then after pasing my last message to SL, i was about to close the door when wk SUDDENLY turned around n said 'bye-bye' to mi!!!!!!! i was stunned by the act lar!!!!!!! cos i dint noticed him when i was passing messages to SL.....

'dots'

see? i cant even believe tat im kena being stun n scared by things within 1 HOUR!!!! so weak hearted sia.........

updates+fustrations

2007-04-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

Didn’t blog yesterday coz I was really in need of rest, n the time needed for me to mug for my e maths n geography tests today…. Sian lah…. I totally screwed up the WHOLE physics test yesterday n I was like ‘oh shit, what is the formula for this question????’ and ‘whoa lao, what is the definition for this law, that law ar????’ =/ I wonder how I am going to pass my physics mid year exams if I continue to be like that… mug mug mug!!!!! JIA YOU FOR THE COMING MID YEAR, EVERYONE!!!!

Monday, we had our chemistry lesson with Mrs Singh… she was teaching us the covalent bonding thing, and I DIDN’T SLEPT during the lesson!!!!! Isn’t that amazing???? Hahaha….. *lame la whoa lao…. -.-* I then realised the reason why I didn’t fell asleep… it was because she was teaching and talking so fast that I practically have to pay attention to what she’s talking, if not, I would be way behind when she continues to teach the class….. after the lesson, she walked out of the class, without even asking us to bid her farewell like what other teachers always do and shermaine was like, ‘whoa, she so ____________(I apologise for having such a short term memory), just walk out of the class like that???’ I told her that she is the HOD leh, must be having a lot of things to be done, so she must be rushing for time... then I saw A was writing ’30 YEARS IN SERVICE!!’ beside those stuff she written n I was thinking, ‘those bonds served us for 30YEARS???’ lol! It was then I saw wk writing ‘3E5 SALUTES!’, I then realised what they were all ‘crapping’ about.. =p

Tuesday, that idiotic kiddo PS-ed n treated mi like a piece of shit again.... u noe hu im referring to, do you? u should noe hor..... i asked u a question, n u asked me to ask around instead of asking u!!!!!!!!! what the heck r u thinking????? i asked u coz u r sitting beside mi, n u asked me to asked people around me instead of u!!!! f*** u lah.... n if u r reading this post, dun bother to apologise to me again, i seriously think that im worthless in ur mind n u would rather talk to other people than talking me, am i right? YES!!! of course, ur mind must be SCREAMING this answer!!!!

had geography n e maths tests today..... was rather disappointed coz i didnt finished my geography paper n more importantly, I KNEW ALL THE ANSWERS TO THIS PAPER BUT I JUST DIDNT HAVE THE TIME TO FINISH IT!!!!!!!!! argh....... e maths test papers was quite ok, but i dun think i will score well for this paper, coz i was in the rush of finishing all the questions as fast as possible... =x after school, we had our class performance rehearsal in the hall, n we were asked to stand like what the choir people did when they had to perform on the steps, this same idiotic kiddo AGAIN PS-ed me!!!! dont u think i should ignore this person??? the answer is OBVIOUS!!! she keep treating me like a piece of shit, and yet she keep tagging with me when there's a need to do something on our own or whatever crap that's happening around.... pls lor, i would tag along with someone who doesnt bath than to tag with u lar!!!! enough of ur CRAP pls, im tired of u keep ps-ing me.... i would rather tag with other people than u lor, pls lah. also, it doesnt seem to me that u r the ONE AND ONLY buddy i hav, i hav my JY,ST, YQ, N, HL, H to tag along n to talk to mahx!!!!!

tag away u girl!!!!! *shoo!!!!!!* u r just wasting my space only to let out all my fustrations about u!!!! *SHOOOO!!!!!!!!*

IM SCREAMING....... IM ~~LOSING~~ CLEARING AWAY ALL THE MEMORIES WE HAVE.........

photos+updates

2007-04-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

yq was telling and showing me her file where her frns had vandalised it using masking tapes and on theses masking tapes were names of the guys she had crushed on, talked to them and watever crap...... actuallly had taken photos of the vandilised files with hl's phone yesterday but today, she(as in yq) decided to remove these masking tapes!!!! so, i took those disgusting smelly masking tapes with the camera at home... here are the photos i took....

u noe wat i mean. -.-

next pic, her previous so-called crush?????? wasnt cleared abt tat.......

the one she claimed cute abt..... but personnaly dun think so.... oops....:x

dunno y she called him 'my father!' LOLx!!!! =)

uncle wong (nicknamed by her)..... dunno y lemon tree lehs...... =p

few more vandilised masking tapes..... but i too lazy to take pics of them liao..... somemore the camera battery is running low... so din take the rest...... anywaes the rest are just some rubbish only, dun bother asking me whose names are on there remaining vandalised masking tapes... x)

last words......

yq, ver very very sry ar.... sry sry sry........ =/

ewwwwwwwww

2007-04-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

actually had nothing to rite about... but decided to rite tis after meeting someone he 'so-called' related to.....

i didnt even realised that he's that pervertic until xy told mi about u months ago n s told mi even more abt u during lesson time, u ar veri the 变态 leh....... can even tell the whole group that u would like to have sex change bla bla bla....

i noticed u had been laughing non-stop since the moment i shared on my fav past time... at first, i tot u were laughing at me........ however after s had finished her idea, she told me tat u mus be thinking tat something 变态 one, if not, u would not be laughing since i shared my idea to the group, right??????

feeling so disgusted lah...... ewwwwwwwwww...........

sian

2007-04-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

arrr....... damn sian....... todae had PD, walked around the school 1 and a half times..... really, i walked around for 1 and a half times coz for the first round i go shortcut de, the so-called 2nd round i actually wanted to go shortcut again de, but then ws saw mi walking so she asked mi to join her so...... i ended up walking 1 and a half rounds lor...... x)

one more thing b4 i stop..... mr ACH and AJ, can u pls stop calling mi the 'FUTURE PRESIDENT' le hor..... can???? AJ, u still can sae wat, outside i sae sae ony, but deep inside mi i veri song upon hearing tis.... walao, u crazy ar???? president not fun lor, some more i dun hav the leadership quality lor..... president should be becca mahx.... u all hor...... *sigh*

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2007-04-03T20:01:00.000+08:00

councillors' investiture todae...... was quite ok, i wasnt as excited as how i felt when i was in sec 1, seriously. i was like hoping tat tis dae would come when i was in sec 1 n now, im like numb with the things tat r happening around mi, aso i din realise tat how time flies until the moment im sitting down at the audiences' seats.....

ok, enough of the emo stuff..... talk about the investiture tat happened todae. things were kind of smooth-going until ivan read the wrong names of the outgoing EXCO committee members.... -.-' kind of surprised tat the CO members make it for the investiture, actually tot tat they couldnt make it due to the SYF.... =p anywae, was proud of e5 coz the important posts like president, vice presidents were taken up by those frm our class!!!! clap clap clap...... *congrats to candy, arnold, wee keat, shu ling, qiu rong, xin yu, yang jin, justin, shermeen...... for getting to the EXCO* ok, i noe tis is lame...... :x

after school, gathered all the brave souls for the typhoid injection....... yq saw wk wearing the suit n called him 'UNCLE WONG'!!!!!!!! lol... i was like 'he look old meh?' hahah...... yq said she nvr seen him in tis suit n he looked as if he was 10 yrs older than her!!!!!!!! wa lao, so exaggerated lor..... =p

typhoid injection was so ____.... i was like trying to think of some other things when the nurse told me tat the whole injection finished...... whoa so FAST sia!!!! i cant even feel anything except the tip of the needle poking my skin n wat happen next i didn feel anything.... =)

by the way yq, the injection is not as scarily as wat u think hor....... =)

PISSED!

2007-04-02T16:27:00.000+08:00

nothing to blog about...... jus feeling blue n pissed off cos of tis gurl.... cannot be trusted one.... once u give her ur trust, she will abuse it, take an advantage of u n do the things which u can never tot tat she will do it.... :'(

she teased me about mi liking him, asking mi y im behaving 'abnormal' to her, blah blah blah...... ~~F*** U LAH!!!!!~~ TOOT!!!!!!!! (i noe im jus trying to b sophiscated ony =/) cant u think of how i FEEL before u crap?????

i noe u mus b thinking how come i can change my mood tat fast ar????? its not tat i changed my mood tat fast, aso not becoz i hav mood-swings, its jus tat i hav reached my boiling point liao, but i dun wan to explode in front of u, so i treated u as invisible....... =x if not i will scream at u like a mad person.........

update

2007-03-29T21:41:00.001+08:00

todae damn sian........ mdm suhaila go n change our seats, din expected tat to be ok..... now seating in front of me become the idiot n his nemesis.... will expect some fight between them soon....... then behind me are the jokers liaos........ expect more laughters huh? hahaha.......... almost kena surrounded by boys in class......-.- but lucky cy is sitting beside if not ar.......... :/

then in library, saw pq trying to do her book review.... she wanted to print but didnt realise tat the auntie had started to charge for ppl who wan to print until she printed 2 copies..... :p. tried to argue wif auntie tat we dun nid to pay for the printing when we were in sec1 but she din believe..... >.<

*sigh*

then saw yq the boy-crazy n h signing in 4 duty.... they saw mi n started to ask mi abt ws.....-.- tat yq ar..... veri wat de lor...... one moment sae she lyk wk, then is ws , now is Ivan(not frm our class de)!!!!!! for goodness's sake, yq. CAN YOU STOP BEING SOOOOO BOY-CRAZY JUS FOR TIS MOMENT?????? blehs..... wat am i talking about????? mm said tat almost 60% of the boys in our school noe her n so i doubt tat she will not be tat boy-crazy jus for a moment..... take my word n see for urself..... u will noe it......

by the way,

huiling, u really tat jealous ar???? jus because my duty hours clocked is the HIGHEST among all the librarians???? -.-" aso hor, next year, i sec4 liaos, mus work hard 4 the Os so cannot do my duty as regularly as wat i did 4 my previous years, so tis yr CHIONG lor..... dun nid to b jealous de lah..... hehehehx....... x)

fc

2007-03-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

jus came back from the the stayover...... had a terrible bad mood coz of tis stupid person.... she hor, 1 moment she can b kind to u.... then a moment later, she can b screaming @ u for no valid reason....

somehow, it happened tat mi n # hav to bear her tantrums she threw coz she didnt did the same to the other group member..... **** her lah!!! she veri the wat lor..... stomped in n out of the room to c if we were doing our work..... if not, she would b SCREAMING.... however, when we were doing our work n she was not around, we could hear her laughing wif tis member n was entertaining her!!!!!!!

**** her!!!!!

we were lyk laughing in the morning when we were at the train then brought us back to her house and suddenly when we just started our project, she started to screaming @ mi n # for not doing our jobs well...

# asked mi wat i tot could happen to mi.... i couldnt tot of any, so i tol her tat she could hav PMS though she jus had it ended last week(?).... lols.......

wat happen to her huh???? she crazy de...... **** her lah..............

dots...... -.-

2007-03-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

happie march holidays everyone!!! sad lah tis week got tons of homework nid to do leh...

something funny happened to me yesterdae... hazel ask mi if i hav a stead.... i was like "huh"?? y is she asking mi tis kind of question when im the ugly type of girl where nobody wants... so i tol her the truth..... she was kind of surprised when she knew about the truth... coz she assumed tat i was pretty(?) n the boys would be ___________ me....

*dots...*

i wasnt confirmed or rather, i was quite shocked on hearing tis anywae... but it was until something tat happen later during class made me rethink the question she asked again............ during bio lesson, tat ****-*****(i call him lah)teacher asked mi a question frm the notes which we were taking n i was lyk, stunned. coz i jus gotten back my notes frm s as she needed to to copy down those tat she did catch up wif.... the following happenings were as told by my partner cos i was trying hard to think of the ans 4 the question posted by tat teacher..... wk, hu was sitting beside mi, had already shout out(so called) the ans but i din knew it until she told mi...... i was lyk, huh???? really meh???? she then told me tat when she was asked to ans a question posted by tat teacher, wk din said any word, but when it was my turn bring asked, he "helped" me wif the ans...... i din realised it cos all along when i was thinking 4 the answer, i could hear some strange noises frm his mouth, some sort of alien language, n tat make mi to ignore him all along tat time....... =P

*sry ar.....* X)

i think there's a nid to rethink tat question again..........

how smart r u?

2007-03-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

Am-I-Dumb.com - Are you dumb?

updates

2007-03-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

finally....... after some struggle.... i hav finally change my blog skin!!! its nicer, compared to my previous one... black black one, dark dark type....

updates recently....
-this guy frm north view sec, dunno why he added mi on frenster, though tis kind of thing i dun care one, but some how tis person added me using three accounts!!!!

*dots....*

then he recently, he started chatting wif me... then after tat he started asking mi whether i wat to meet him..... so i was like, wa lao... another stranger wanting to mi......... mus b somehow lky tat guy de lah..... so i tried to find excuse for nt meeting him...... the first time i tol him tat i got spa briefing then days ago i tol him tat i got cca now, i wondering if i still hav anymore excuses to tell him liao lor......

*die la....*

i really dun wan to meet him due to the fact tat after the incident of meeting ***** i regreted immediately after meeting him.... i dunno y, but after all i dun hav any feelings 4 him @ all...... EXCUSES???????

-subjects taken in school still not tat manageable.... still did badly for the tests esp a maths, physics, blah blah blah....... wonder if lyk tat still can continue my studies or not......

*sigh*

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2007-02-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

1 year older le....
more childish than ever..... yep tat's wat i tink....
n stop acting like a 3-year-old kid le!!!!!!!

happie birthdae to mii.....
*sounds strange sia....*

I shouldnt hav done tis!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

i shouldnt saw them...
i shouldnt hav ask them anything.........
i shouldnt hav said anything.....
i shouldnt done anything like that............

im such a big-mouther.... im such a hater....

i saw them together, n i went up to them asking them questions not related to them!!!!!!!! then i realised tat sumthing was wrong wif them...*such a stupid girl... always noe the news last de........**idiotic move sia* n decided to investigate myself...........

then found out the EXTREMELY late news.... happened at the end of the year, n OBVIOUSLY i didnt noe abt it until now!!! *sigh......*

ended up moody 4 the whole dae jus 4 tis reason.....

tot tat i shouldnt hav done anything to their relation n jus stay away..... but did i tot of tat earlier? i REALISED IT by the time i had done it!!!!!!!!!!!

apologiesto wz, xy n mayb to the nothing related yy....

quiz

2007-01-02T18:56:00.000+08:00

i hav 2 apologise for not riting tat long...
here's a test i took jus now....

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

hmm.... seems quite right for mi huh....

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2006-11-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

i really dunno wat to rite.... bro just received his EOY gift from his classmate n it's like..... dunno wat's tat call.... blezzz.....

im getting kind of sick lor when bro tell me tat tat school has been awarded the SQC award n the crap sports title thingy.... why do they need to be sooooooooooo hao lian????? seems like they want the whole planet to noe like tat.... pui lor....... wat so good about being good in everything huh??

sick sick..... two weeks end liao n he still want to talk to me...... he really sick leh!!!!!!!!!!!!

results dae

2006-11-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

The results of the posting of our sec class were announced to every one on the 7th, after for '10 days' as told by Mrs Chow... sad la cos next year the so-called better class was 3e1 but 3e5!!! Anyway, the good news is I was posted to my DREAM CLASS!!!!!!!!! Hahahs... yeah yeah yeah... 3e5... here i come!!!!

now im afraid the whole 6a thing is happening to me again... *sigh* i think im in the class with freaks.... i think..... according to shermaine..... sheeze........

he's not there anymore.... not in my tiny bit of memories........ im trying to or rather, already forget about him le....

1 more dae

2006-11-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

1 more day to the time where the results are announced n everyone will noe which class they r supposed to be le... good luck everyone....

still dunno where to go...........

confessions

2006-10-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

ok... so 2e4'06 is in history liao la... is it???? i hope tat i wont forget the hard times we had endured as a class...... that is apart from memories from 6a'04 lar...... the times we spent watching the soccer match, the times spent at chalet, the times we spent doing the crappy SYF dance........ all these will go down to my memory lane de...........

up next......... can i get into the class of my dreams????? 3e1/3e2!!!!

aso.. is he gonna b my ****** forever??? i hope not...... i'm getting more n more tired of answering calls almost every dae le.... n my prepaid card de cash is running low liao... i'm still regret of sms-ing him more than average times..... i'm jus tat stupid n foolish to agree to be his ******........ i hate myself more than ever....... now.... my parents r suspecting tat i hav a bf liao lor........

GETTING MORE N MORE PISSED OFF EVERY TIME HE CALLS...........

quiz

2006-10-13T21:15:00.001+08:00

took tis frm friendster........... n tot tat it suits me......

[ ] You listen to death metal.

[ ] You wear mainly black.(wan to but dun hav)

[x] You have had 10 or more fights with your parents/guardians

[ ] You own a pair of chained pants.

[x] You've cried yourself to sleep.

[x] You do or used to think about suicide.

[x] You've screamed so loud at the top of your lungs your throat hurt.

TOTAL = 4

[x] You did or still do constantly worry wat other people think

[ ] You're a transvestite (wat?)

[ ] You own at least one metal CD

[ ] You buy clothes from hot topic

[x] You'd rather be someone else

[ ] You wear black eyeliner

[x] sometimes even with your friends you're quiet and sad

[ ] You cry every day

[ ] You cry every week

[ ] You'd never be seen in pink

[ ] You take/used to take drugs.

[ ] You smoke/Used to...

TOTAL = 3

[x] Right this second you want to die

[ ] Your walls are black

[x] You've attempted to starve yourself

[ ] You've dyed your hair black

[ ] You've dyed your arm hair

[ ] Your computer is full of gothic symbols

[x] You sometimes feel like the wholeworld is against you

[x] You stay up late

[x] your family couldn't care less about you.

[ ] You only leave your room to pee and eat.

[ ] You drink/used to drink alcohol.

TOTAL = 5

[ ] You wear long sleeves in the summer

[ ] You get called emo/scene (wat is??)

[x] At least once a month you shrivel up and cry

[ ] You wear spikes

[ ] You wear chains

[ ] You wear band Tees

[ ] You own merchandise of The Used

[ ] You own a regular metal CD

[x] Your friendster/myspace is black

TOTAL = 2

[x] You hate your siblings

[ ] You could care less about your looks

[ ] You want to be skinnier

[x] Your hair is currently black

[ ] You own arm cuffs

[ ] You pray to the devil

[ ] You own at least 2 shirts with sayings

[ ] You like the taste of blood

[ ] You welcome the sight of blood

TOTAL = 2

GRAND TOTAL = 16

% DEPRESSED: 16 TIMES 2= 32%

oh.. so......... im not tat depressed lah. i often tot tat im veri depressed de lor.....

bab

2006-10-10T14:25:00.000+08:00

i have finish all my exams le!!!!!!!!!!!! xD totally tooo happie to use any words to describe.... hhaha......

n then........... chalet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bah bah bah........... penelope, when's your exam finishing ar??????

unitiitled

2006-10-06T11:18:00.000+08:00

replying all the tags..............

>>>>>xinyu:
you too!!!! jia you!!! ai piah jia eh yang!! jia you jia you!!!!

>>>>>penelope:
i dunno it is funny leh... maybe i am too sarcastic liao..... anyway..... the grammatical mistake u made is too minor for me to notice.... so nvm de..... n if you want to make notes for that dae, i feel tat u shouldnt post it thru tag mah....

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2006-09-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

hiatus started last mondae... but i broke the rule to use the computer... hahas.....

replying the tags....

>>>>sam:
my blog entries sound sad meh???? i dunno leh..... i was on hiatus so i could not put the post about the captains ball match lor.... sorri lah.... then putting my pretty face up ar???? i will consider de.... then blogskin black black de bcoz i like black mah!!!! hehehhs.....

>>>>penelope:
translate please????? my french is not that good de..... wat's more, i learnt some french from u de lor... must translate!!!! +++++ all the best for your EYEs too!!! i rote on ur tagboard le....

how upset she could be

2006-09-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

I didn't even thought that you guys can be that bad to her... I thought you were nice to her, but I was wrong... you scolded her without any reason; do you think that's fun??? I don't think so... I bet you must be treating as something that you can vent your anger on!!! As if I don't know like that, is it?? You act like as if you are the greatest in the whole world like that... I sometimes just cannot stand it, you should it... If I can't stand things the way they are, I cannot/ may not be able to keep my mouth shut de… I may/ will blabber out behind them or in front of them de… I'm sure about this… it's just that if you can hear my words or you understand what I mean...

I simply pity her because I thought that she had done nothing wrong and you scolded her!! I know how she feels as I had been through this before... how would you feel if you were being scolded for nothing??? I'm sure that you will feel angry and sad... but have you put yourselves in her shoes???? Have your words gone through your mind before saying them out?? I sometimes wonder too...

Not that I am perfect; it's just that I want to voice my views but I don't know how to do so... also, this is not a scolding for those-in-concern, but just my personal opinion only... she told us that you guys should have done this at the beginning of the week instead of doing such work before the meeting and ended up starting the meeting late… you should know this well enough… I don't think I should further elaborate…

I'm going hiatus soon...

“You guys may be are too stubborn that you tried to take matters into your hands... ...” adapted from an unknown book...

to everyone in concern

2006-09-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

to everyone-in- concern,

please dun ask mii why did she cried in the canteen tis afternoon le hor.... cant you see tat she's veri sad n ANGRY??????? cant u all see tat??? i hav already tried to explain or tell u all everything, but u guys keep shooting me back with your comments!!!! i hav already tried my best to ask u all to leave her alone n guess wat? u ask me why?? u all should ask YOURSELF instead!!!!! WAT U HAVE DONE TO HER???? WAT HAV U DONE???? cant u think about urself shooting all ur comments to mii???? have u tot about it??? i dunno wat u all have done to her, but she was veri sad n angry... she told mii tat she wanted to kill herself.... she told mii almost everything about wat u all did to her, wat u said to her, how u react to her words...

u told mii tat u hav done nothing wrong... but hav u reflect hard??? hav u put yourselves in her shoes??? hav u tot about her feelings??? of course u would think tat u hav done nothing hurtful to her n then u would blame her for bad-mouthing u all...... please hor.... think back about ur actions n words lah....

tat's all i wan to sae for her.... i think i finally find somewhere to vent her fustrations now...

quiz

2006-09-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

ok.... gotten tis quiz from melissa's blog....

[ ] hugged someone in school?
[ ] gotten a detention?
[ ] smoked in school?
[x] cried in school?
[x] made new friends?
Total: 2

[x] watched a football game (same as soccer?)
[x] watched a soccer game
[ ] watched a baseball game
[ ] watched a basketball game
Total: 2

[ ] watched a tennis match
[ ] watched a softball game
[ ] watched a track meet
[ ] watched a netball game
[x] stood up for someone being made fun of (sometimes)
Total: 1

[ ] broken up with someone during school? (broken wif who? a girl?)
[ ] argued with a teacher?
[x] got a 100% on a test?
[ ] walked to school
[ ] drove to school / driven to school every morning
Total: 1

[ ] got dropped off at school (wat is tat?)
[x] heard a rumor about yourself
[ ] gone to school under the influence?
[x] did something illegal at school?
[ ] missed school when you weren't sick?
Total: 2

[x] failed a test
[ ] failed a class
[x] made up an excuse for homework not being done?
[x] the teacher believed your lame excuse?
[ ] crushed on a teacher?
Total: 3

[ ] hit on a teacher?
[x] hate a teacher?
[ ] was involved with a sport?
[ ] on student council?
[ ] in a club ?
Total: 1

[ ] got a scholarship?
[x] got an award?
[x] fallen asleep in school?
[ ] gotten into trouble for falling asleep in class ?
[ ] had your phone go off in class?
Total:2

[ ] had your phone taken away?
[x] lied to a teacher?
[ ] laughed so hard you cried in class
[ ] eaten lunch in the bathroom?
[ ] missed a week of school or more at once
Total: 1

Do You/Did You/Will You?...
[x] enjoy school?
[x] excited for summer?
[ ] taking summer school?
[ ] have a summer job?
[x] go somewhere?
Total: 3
Total score:18 x 2% = 36%.

wow.... my school life is 36% exciting???

i should say it is boring with some bad stuff happening at times...... hahahs

i jus cant stand it!!!!!

2006-09-03T19:37:00.000+08:00

Adults often sae tat they noe how we people feel when we r going through something tat needs endurance n perseverance n others… Jus like wat happened when we were training for July’s SYF ceremony; however, I often wonder if they REALLY understand how we feel…
Take tis example: just 2 daes before the actual performance on the national stadium, I sprained my ankle for no good reason… n tis teacher actually tot tat I was joking with her…. Hahaha…. How can tis be a joke? Somehow, tis teacher mus hav encountered too many jokes tat hav its similarity… hahahaas…

sometimes, when i tell something personal to my mum, i tot i could trust her.... however in the end, tis ~~BIGMOUTH~~ lady went up to tell other people like my dad or some other people!!!! sometimes i tot tat i should not trust her too much, as in the end, she might be telling others all your secrets!!!!!

end post here.....

i shall not to put in all my trust in her again...

perhaps..........

2nd post

2006-08-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

ok...... replying the tags.....

>>>> shirlynn!!! long time nv see u le.... hope u r going back to pcps tomoro.... (aiyah, i noe tat u won't read immediately as i post tis....) hahahs.....

>>>>wanting.... hmmm....... i dun noe hu u r leh.... or i suppose tat i can remember u????? * i hav STM de.....* hahas

tat's all n...

lot of things!!!

2006-08-30T19:29:00.000+08:00

ok todae i hav quite alot of things to rite...... let's start with the nicer ones....

our class had a ~~netball~~ captain's ball match with 2e5. their standards were actually quite good, honestly speaking... but however, i am proud to sae, 2e4 won!!!! im so happie n screamed until my voice were hoarse... hahas... if im not wrong, the score was 41-37(or something like tat)... 2e5, u guys r really good!!!!! **one thing sad to sae, sam wasnt here to play cos xy said she n **** had nao4fan1 le... sigh....**

chen lao shi still didnt come 4 todae's lesson.... so i had wasted 2 periods of chinese lesson doing nothing..... hahas. i wanted to sleep but could not as i was worrying about my results..... haiz.....

the class ~~tee~~ jersey... i simply hate the new design lor.... it was stupid n guess wat??? the THINK-THEY-R-THE -GREATEST de *** n **** had an UNFAIR voting for the colour n dunno wat the hell the thing was.... it WAS TOTALLY UNFAIR+BIASED!!!!! i can tell u tis... for the colour of the shirt, ONLY NINETEEN people went to vote 4 tat red n white pattern or watever , then the rest of the class was like dun bother about it de lar.... then they said MAJORITY WINS!!! wat the hell they r doing??? BIASED LAH!!!!!!!then later ~~THE SO-CALLED MIGHTLY GREATS~~ then asked us to pick our fave number n immediately after tat, there were ONE soul came up to mii wanting my index number 8.... n then i overheard that someone else was aso fighting 4 this number too!! i was kind of like, 'hello, why am i involved in the fighting of the number 8?????' crazy lah..... i tot tat, if i didnt paid the money for the class ~~tee~~ jersey i think i shall not take IT.... im not going take it... jus count it tat i didnt paid for it..... i quite pity ivan, but i cant help it... who the hell had asked for the change of the idea of class tee then into jersey?? mus we coy the idea from other class???? hav anyone cared about how we feel???? ESPECIALLY ~~THE SO-CALLED MIGHTLY ONES~~.... I feel like vomiting lor!!!!!!!

bleh!!!!!!!!!

tat's all i wan to sae.....

holidae

2006-08-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

holidae coming soon..... yyeah....... i can watch tv for the whole dae le.......

no lah... not slacking 4 the whole dae la.... got study de(i think, hahahs....)

ok... if dun hav homework de hua.... i dunno.... maybe go out 4 nothing....

maybe go out n buy CDs.....

maybe go out n watch movies.....

dao4shi2cai2shuo1ba4!

untitled

2006-08-28T20:02:00.000+08:00

Ok I have nothing to rite about…. So I just anyhow type lah… kfkfkkiqieifnnggirngngaorgoiwaogahgjiggijgnndjhgduhiodgkdfhgoetpgsughzlgrtkjoyorjyysjsrijhsthhahrianiahrainaiudaqeiosOWUQ4DIANR03DEUSDNhghgh ghpspisiprhssr4sr45syrhfjkgkhvgjgdh………

Ok……. I’m really have nothing to rite but I m feeling dull+blue+moody+_______...... I dunno lah… I told julia tat I may not be going back to pei chun cos I was the one who ask her to go back with mii n then if I dun go, she still have jia yi to go with…. Not like mii, zi4cong2 cp shuo1ta1xiang3zi4ji3yi1ge4ren2hui2qu4hou4，wo3jiu4jue2de2hui2qu4pei2qun2ye3shi4mei2yong4de, yin1wei4hui2qu4na4er2ye3zhi3shi4lang4fei4shi2jian1ba4le, wo3ning2yuan4qu4guang4jie1ye3bu4hui4hui2lai2. er2qie3you3xie1shi4yi4qu4bu4hui2tou2de, wo3you4he2ku3mian3qiang2zi4ji3ne1?

“wei1he2yao4wu2hua4ke3shuo1tai4du4chen2mo4, bing4bu4zhao4de2hao1. wei4he2yao4zai4wei1xiao4shi2hou4, cai2dui4wo3shuo1li2kai1wo3, dou1shi4wei4wo3hao3. ” liang2jing4ru2《wei4wo3hao3》

yuan2lai2zui4teng2tong4de4biao3qing2jing4shi4mei2you3qing2xu4, yuan2lai2zui4can2ren3de4hua4mian4ke3yi3tian2yian2mi4yu3, wo3bu4dong4de2ru2he2geng4ai4ni3，ying3zifeng3ci4de gen1wo3nan2fen1nan2li2. yuan2lai2zui4gu1dan1de4shi4wo3hai2shi4na4me4xiang3ni3, yuan2lai2zui4bei1ai1de4shi4wo3bu4neng2mian4dui4zi4ji3, ni3 shou1de4gan1jing4，wo3ye3hui4 bu4liu2yi4dian3hen2ji4. lin2jun4jie2《yuan2lai2》

wo3yao4li2qu4, bie2zai4ku1qi4, bu4yao4shang1xin1, qing2ni3xiang1xing4wo3, yao4deng3dai4, wo3de4ai4, pei2ni2yong3bu4li2kai1, yin1wei4hui4you3na4me4yi4tian1, wo3men2qian1zhe3shou3zai4cao3yuan2, ting1niao3er2ge1chang4de4sheng1yin3, ting1wo3shuo1sheng1, wo1ai4ni3 lin2jun4jie2《hui4you3na4me4yi1tian1》

i jus simply hav nothing to sae...... hahahehs

francais message

2006-08-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

je n' ai rien a encrire, mais je veux le finir... je reux remercier penelope pour avoir traduitce message en francais et dire joyeux scizieme anniversaire a xueqi!! c'est tout que je veux dire...

those who need translations in the above message... pls tell me so....

if there's a mistake in the message.... tell me also too.....

thx..

quick note......

2006-08-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

hey!!!!!! anyone going back to pcps on teachers's dae???? jus curious ony.....

julia, mii, chew pheng..... going back.....

wonder if any 6a-ians going back........

class tee---- sorri 2e4, i might not be buying the class tee coz it's too EX le!!!!!!!!!

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