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27 August 2007 @ 20:22:00
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Why can't you just be mature enough to take things through the easy way??? Why must you SCREAMED at him, kicked the door and banged at the things that come into your way then you are happy??? You are already 14-year-old going on 15 and you are still that immature??!!! Hello?? Are you really that crazy??? This is your n time SCREAMING in front of us and can you just be mindful that there are people who need respect??? Not just your teachers, YOUR CLASSMATES WHO ARE SITTING BEHIND YOU and happen to be girls, also need RESPECT. I know you are angry, but can you just control your EMOTIONS??? You are a young adult, and you can't even control your emotions??? Wake up, this is a game whether you can take up these 'criticisms' as a challenge and not kick up a fuss in front up the rest of the class, okay?

Enough of my lecture... I have a feeling that I'm getting older as time goes.... Wonder how I would look like when I'm older....XD Aiyo... how come I think so far liao????

September is coming... Happy birthdays to all the September babies!!!! x)

Oh yes, anyone going back to PCPS after teachers' day celebration???
23 August 2007 @ 20:50:00
red fingers! =D
We had our final SPA (for now) today. Knew it would be something related to cells but never expected it to be related to the vascular bundles... Also never knew that my fingers would be badly stained (so-called), and my blouse was kind of kena stained by my fingers... =( But it's ok, coz now all SPAs are over!!!!!!!! yeah. =D

So-called good news for me. Was kind of kena kicked out the cafe committee by that teacher, coz she said my health status has been deteriorating since sec 1. As if like got lor???!!! The doctor even said i'm getting better when i last visited him, and u asked me if i had underwent operation???!!! lols!!!! lmao!!! I know you are trying to___________ lah, as if i don't know like that... -.-" Forget it.... I happy jiu hao liao, what you did to me next won't bother me anymore liao, i guess... I hope...

Ending now... =)

RED FINGERS!!! =D##

我不想装得很可悲 好让人家来給我安慰 这一段时间我很OK 顶多入夜之后早早入睡 当然还是有一些小小的寂寞在身边 寂寞很OK 一个人OK 习惯就OK. YEAH, 习惯就OK!!!!!
15 August 2007 @ 21:09:00
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I'm not updating that regularly nowadays as what i had did weeks ago coz my emotions are currently inbalanced again... ALL THANKS TO YOU LAH, MRS____!!!!! YOU HAD CAUSED ME TO BE EMOTIONALLY-UNSTABLE AGAIN!!!! see how great you are, by increasing my stress level to a new record??!! gonna burst soon huh??!!

*I'm sorry, people, if u cannot take my words. But seriously i just have to be serious about this immature mature adult.*

This immature mature adult talked to me on monday about taking the money from her pocket or whatever shit that was. How can she say this???? This is a public service and i supposed the government must have pay alot to them, and i guess this 50 dollars dont mean alot to her. And guess what? She said, "this 50 dollars note is i take out from my pocket de hor, coz i have cashed in the money we made for the cafe le." or whatever shit that is, i dont care after all. I thought 50 dollars was kind of enough to buy the stuff for the cafe, but then i was totally wrong.....

That afternoon after that freaking physics SPA, i rushed to library to meet my 2 helpers... They were like so relieved when they saw me coz i was late... Never mind about details next... Let's skip to the part after we realised that we forgot to take the receipt... The three of us sat down at the cafe disscussing what to do next, couldn't thought of what to do so went to library to ask ic, ic suggested us to go back n take the receipt, but then we couldnt went back as i did not have enough money to go back and the other helpers were like ay-mai-ay-mai that type..... haizzzz.... so auntie suggested us to call that immature mature adult. AS IF I WOULD WANT TO CALL HER LIKE THAT, IF I WERE TO TELL HER THAT WE FORGOT TO TAKE THE RECEIPT, I WOULD KENA HER IDIOTIC AND INSULT-FULL SCOLDING AGAIN!!!! But auntie kept on persuading me to call that __________, so went to call lor... AND GUESS WHAT???? WHEN I TOLD HER WHAT HAPPENED, SHE TOLD ME TO GO BACK TO THE SUPERMARKET AND RETRIEVE THE RECEIPT!!!!!! Before ending the call, she said blandly, 'YOU HAVE COMMITTED A VERY SERIOUS AND (dunno what shit is that) MISTAKE, YOU KNOW.' and with that, the line was dead.


HELLO!!!! CAN YOU AT LEAST GIVE ME SOME RESPECT PLEASE???? I KNOW I HAVE MEADE SOME MISTAKE BUT WHAT YOU DID TO ME WAS UNBEARABLE!!!! HAVE YOU EVER CARED FOR MY FEELINGS???? I WAS LIMPING THAT DAY YOU KNOW!!!! IMAGINE YOURSELF LIMPING TO THE SUPERMARKET AND CARRY THINGS BACK TO THE SCHOOL LIMPING. HOW WOULD FEEL??? I'M SURE YOU WOULDNT EVEN GO AND SHOP FOR THE THINGS!!! BUT I WASNT BEING THAT BAD AFTER ALL. YOU SHOULD ASK HAZEL AND HUI YIN WHAT HAPPENED ON THAT DAY!!!! *forget it, 以你这种个性,我相信你是不会这么做的!!!!! hahaa.....*

Imagine yourself calling someone who is your senior, and you are trying to explain something to him or her, and without letting to explain further, this senior has ended this call. How in the world would you feel??? HELLO???? YOU ARE A MOTHER OF A DAUGHTER AND I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD HAVE SOME 人性OR FEELINGS DE LEH!!!! NOW I SEE YOUR TRUE COLOURS, IT'S SHINNING THROUGH YOUR EYES WHEN YOU INSULTED ME THAT DAY, but i wasnt that emotionally-unstable then... 难怪某某人那麽不喜欢你啦!!!!!!!!!!

My tears immediately filled my eyes. Never had i been so humilated lah!!!! 你赢了,你有种!!!!! THE NEXT TIME I EVER HAPPEN TO SEE YOU, I WOULD QUICKLY AVOID YOU DE.... 反正你都不重视我了,我何必还那麽强逼自己做自己不想做的事呢?????

I know it's bad for one's health if that person is emo or emotionally-unstable, nut i just cnat help it... This immature mature adult has caused me to hurt emotionally again and again, how can i not feel any pain??? 我又不是冷血动物,我也有感情的leh!!!!!
7 August 2007 @ 20:36:00
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national day coming liaos.... once its over, SPA again!!!!! oh great..... how great can that be especially for a triple science student to have 2 SPAs within a week????? i love this.... =p *trying to be sarcastic... =.=* haiz....

X-country yesterday... super super suay.... never thought that i could be that clumsy.... clumsy me spilled the whole cup of milo onto myself FOR NO GOOD REASON!!!!! what the TOOT!!!! then went to the ladies to wash the stain, kind of fade a little after much effort, but siti said it was kind of presentable so went out.....(did she said that???? short term memory=.=)but the shirt smelled so milo-ish!!!!! ewwww..... :(

after X-country, went to j8 with WL, T, J and S.... S left the group coz she had something on later, if im not wrong, so left the four of us.... The four crazy girls went around shopping at j8 after s left.. they laughed and laughed along the way, then saw LYQ and gang... i wanted to siam away from them so pulled T with me..... 正所谓:"躲得了一时, 躲不了一世" i thought i would be able to siam away from them until i leave that place, i was wrong. i met that group again after the four of us finished eating our freaking lunch... =' tried the method of closing my eyes like someone whose eyes kena stink by something but FAILED!!!! what the TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz..... went home after the four of us had a crazy laugh at someone.... he so BIASED lah!!!!!!! emo kid lah you!!! give us this kind of _______ face u call that..... nvm about what im talking about if you dont get it....

nothing much really happen today...... gotten back binomial test.... my marks wasnt as good as expected, dunno if want to cry or what so ever.... nothing much happened later on except heard from S that someone changed in class or something like that.... dun wished to 追究下去... so dun bother asking me about the details.... bio test after school..... totally flunked the paper.... sure fail liao.... haiz......

learnt one thing yesterday: emo is not the same as down or low. ---- WL ^^


how many 'haiz' s have i used in this post?????? haiz....... lol!