Just put the blame on me, coz it's all my fault, OK? Just blame me, kill me, scold me, hate me, WHATEVER. Because its all my fault, an unammendable (if there is this word) mistake had taken place.
我相信有彩虹,只因我曾见过,说我幼稚我也无所谓,反正我就有这么一颗幼稚的心!他们说看见彩虹就代表有希望,一个人也会开心起来。。。我想这句话一点也没错。它根本就没错啊!!可是无论怎么,它始终都无法让我的心中出现一道美丽的彩虹。过去这一年来所发生的事令我对自己的种种看法有所改变。虽说进入大家眼中的优秀班,而班上的老师们和同学们也给了我许许多多的欢乐,但我总认为自己对人和事物的做法,还是未达到我本身的要求。
自己在对待课业时老是抱着‘最后一分钟才来赶功课’的态度一直还存在着,要不然我是不会这么晚才睡的。而自己还对他的爱恋,至今还是无法自拔。对他,该怎么死心呢?要忘了他,却又会想起他。人原来是那麽的矛盾,那麽的自做主张!
以为我完全脱离了EMO的行列,现在我才了解到当你离开的时候,当你在那里暗批我的时候,我还是无法放下我们这一段友情,我又回到了过去,我那以EMO的方式来过日子。。。原来我是那么的依赖着你。。。。原来这病难以医治。。。。
我知道在人生的道路上有着起起落落,可是我却不知自己是否能在跌倒后,能勇敢地从新爬起来,并继续往前走?还是我会在原地徘徊?
但愿会有这么一个人吧。
写于:悲哀却又很多话想说的时候
就这样,到此为止。
Back to my old shell again.
Last day of school, the class received the most active class tee. Some of us thought that the shirt was like a piece of RAG coz of the colour, others felt it was a nice shirt... I thought it kinda look like a rag..... Hahaha.... But after wearing it, it was NICE mah!!!! =D
Back to school on tuesday and the people who went to the Japan exchange programme gave us this sweet.... The wrapping of the sweet is so pretty lah.... Hahas... Japanese can be creative....
I was looking out the window in my room and i saw this less than half-shown Singapore flyer.... Took a photo of it.... Maybe not clear for you to see..... But anyway.... =)
The flyer shown in the background...
Bad news for us... Our favourite English teacher is not teaching us next year!!!! :'( The one replacing her is...... Ms Loo!!!!!!!! What the _____..... Everyone (almost) protested against this change, coz this teacher lets us watch movies and gave us sweets as rewards.... Hahas... Somemore, her lessons are fun and enjoyable than some other teachers... Haiz.... Why like that??? =.=